I find myself floundering and drowning In a country not made for me I find myself clinging to fantasies Where I **** over the very systems That have binded me from birth Until I remember I was never meant to flourish In a society created and maintained by Them And that they would and will Never Allow me to prosper as they all have
This is going to work I’ll feel better Swapping medications Paroxetine for fluoxetine Sprinkle in some hydroxyzine Just keep swallowing Pill after pill... Idk... maybe one of them will help But now.... my head spins Every time I move I never want to eat Then I gorge myself I can’t remember anything I’m sorry I keep forgetting I just... I’m trying so hard to get better I’m trying. I am. But to get better I must endure illness Withdrawal Side effects Before any of it will improve
Dealing with withdrawal for the first time... trying to switch medications but I just feel sick... I’m taking so much medication....