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I got nothing on me
I got no any more time
My life really dwells next to the grave
I'm dieing and freezing
My soul moves up and down
Yet my body stays in station
I see a dark hole

I'm running insane day by day
My life preaches sorrow in my day
My days are out numbered
I think I lived a life of misery
Never found love
Neither wealth
I'm I sick

If I'm on these drugs
Girl, why can't you forsake me
Take me deep to your heart and shelter me
I know your shadow lives in me
We are all meant to be
Girl, why don't you take me too deep
I'm doing an overdose
Girl, because of you
I think I'm running insane----of you
If I'm to die, swear it's you
To take away my breathe
I know we all wrong but to me you are not
Crush my life into Cupid's
I think he has hit his target in me
I have written your name on every leaf
Can't you see how generous I am!
Why aren't you generous?
All my trust is in you
My Deity is in you
Your my heart line
You pump my thoughts up and down
When you smile I make it loud
And when you laugh
I'm so anxious
Don't make them butterflies leave me for long
You are my life countdown
You are making me silly
So unconscious
My conscience is too high
Don't make me fight again
I'm already fighting for your love
I'm speaking out at will
You took my soul
And you made me so anxious
My anxiety the size of a planet
You are my purpose
But in me I don't see the purpose
You are going to be my death
I swear if you deny this
I figured you out, sure I'm not siking

Why am I so unconscious?
My life too anxious
You are not listening to me anymore
My plight is real but you despise me
I gave you my thoughts
And I have you in my thoughts
Without you what will I do for sure
I thought death will depart us
Now it's you either departing us
I was so real, but you now baby acting so unreal
I remember fighting for you
Now I'm fighting you
Can't believe if it's all true
Right now I'm where my Hell is going to be
You put me in the flames
Now I'm burning
My anxiety so precious but you kicked it up
Sure I got to keep an eye open
Not to miss out your fair spot
I'm losing my mind
I think you know I'm joking!
It seems unreal but it's too real

Still in these dreams
Can't think and my mind, going bad
It's still stale and you know that
The good time
All fades away by day
It all seems was the east, west sunset
**** the dust we moved through to meet
Patience most all to fares we paid to meet
The most to the time we looked up
Then the nice spices and aromas
Did you forget all this?
Now baby you still nag me
Still running from your love
Sipping the drugs like I'm with you
And all you did best was to break my bones
We now different in so different worlds
Pain I do feel in my upper heart
Where I had stored your calm heart
Now you stole it away, mercilessly
That's the fair pain you left me with
All I got now for loving you
Wish I ran away from your fateful love
Now you looking for evidence
Oh my super hate
Still creaving
Now I lost it
Before we both cute and handsome
You had a lot now it's ashame
Can't afford you again
What about what we promised either part
The evening grass walk..
Hmm...I think you get that
Now I'm walking to the scaffold
Your unfair love ❤️
Has cut my attention, affection,
Family
Now I'm gone

I live a life of misery
I live a life of hunger
I live a life of torture
Too many demons are stuck in my brain
Too many problems are stuck in my life
I live a life of depression
I live through a long maze
My life!!! as always I say
I am always tormented
I want to go to home
The sky is my dear home
Where I will find no torture
No more tireless work
No more starving
Only peace that I want
All along I found and searched for happiness
Which I found for the least time
I never had a look at my family
My pure sobs will continue
If I still live in the maze
My naughty thoughts
They are all about a depression
We are depressed and no one can help out
For the short life I have lived I am imperfect
My soul gets tormented each day
I lost my love for everything
I lost my love for everyone
All I seek for is death
Its death that I'm pushed to
It's death where we all find our peace
My head roams at night because of this unhappy life
Peace is all I lost
My life is one of wastage
A wastage in time, and everything life gives and takes
Why may I continue my life
When I still live this kind of life

tell me why your love is a passion
why you keep me in a prison
why you put me in a hearse
why you are so broken over me
why you keep me away from you
why you sleep off me
why you get nervous
why is it that in love we find peace
it's your in love in which we fight
it's in your love we brawl
then come to the bawls
somehow the lives are changed
some become indignant
then the hearts beat first at meeting
at times we cry
we claim it's God given

I'm loving and I'm looking at the darkness
My light in it I call the darkness
My whole way is full of soot
I'm always living with the devil
And my life is always curled with the devil
I was passed out like the pastry
I will live a mysterious way
If I get my way to life
I'm always acquainted with the good people
Myself I failed to lament in their sorrow
My thoughts are always here breaking up
They told me "always keep a heart"
And that's what I have done
I have kept an unclean heart
With all jealous, mean and devoured love
Haven't I kept one?
I never broke my promise
Since I have kept the heart so gracious
My spotlight is blurry and black
Because I myself I'm a darkened body
The blood I host is all black
Then why mightn't I be bold with the devil
Because it's him that robbed my heart
And he is my best friend

tell me why your love is a passion
why you keep me in a prison
why you put me in a hearse
why you are so broken over me
why you keep me away from you
why you sleep off me
why you get nervous
why is it that in love we find peace
it's your in love in which we fight
it's in your love we brawl
then come to the bawls
somehow the lives are changed
some become indignant
then the hearts beat first at meeting
at times we cry
we claim it's God given

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I usually ask myself
Where did she go?
To what place really did she go?
To which area is she living in?
My mind is so confused
Why the blessed ones dieing first
Pure love all lost in one soul
Why do we live to die?
Why did you leave me so quick?
Will I weep for no one!
My thoughts purely hard to believe
Can I touch you?
Will I get you again?
Life is a mess
So insecure at it's cause
Death is so uncertain
Steals off our loved ones
The ones that meant so much to us
I'm scared of my life
Now you are laying in a hearse
No more laugh with you
Rest In Peace
You gave me joy in my heart