Estella

Estella Jan 2019

warmth

As rays of light,
warm the earth–
So your smile
warms my soul.

this isn't even about anyone, this is just how I want someone to feel about me I guess

Estella Jan 2019

Death

A dead dandelion.
Used for many wishes,
Used for good fate.
Death–
beauty hidden within

Estella Jan 2019

Our love

Starting as a small seed,
sprouting into something magical–
Is my love for you.
Growing into a sturdy stem,
developing beautiful crown–
Is our love together.
Losing beauty,
Forgetting strength–
Is me without you.

just love compared to a flower, don't really understand where I got this from, bu t I have always had an odd fascination with flowers. People love them while they are beautiful, but just pick them, leaving them an unavoidable fate: death

Estella Jan 2019

Burn

A bridge–
uniting two things
Love–
Uniting two people
Burning bridge,
to destroy.
Burning love,
to have passion.
Both unite,
but both turn to ash differently.

idek if this makes sense to you guys but it does to me. Love you all <3

Estella Jan 2019

–> <–

Two arrows,
both pointing to love.
But one to perfect love,
and one to broken,
beaten,
shattered love.
Perfectly imperfect.

here's a more poetic poem since half the time I don't even write poems, I just vent

Estella Dec 2018

Sick

I'm never that girl.
I'm just the friend.
"Hi this is my best friend,
No were not dating, sorry"
That's what they all say.
They talk to me,
Get with my friends.
Ask about them.
I'm sick of being hidden,
I'm sick of being the "side-***"
Im sick of putting relationships at risk.
Im sick of guys,
and I've never even dated one.

im just tired :((((

Estella Dec 2018

drifting

The one friendship I never thought would end,
Is the one drifting apart before my eyes.
There is nothing I can do.
There is no way to save it.
You know I love you.
If you don't wanna be friends,
just tell me.
But give me a reason.
and it better be a ******* good one
because I ******* miss you.

:(((((((