"We accept the love we think we deserve"
you deserve better than I can give you
I deserved better then what he could give me
we accept anyway

I loved him
but he crushed me
he crushed my weak heart
the heart which I had spent so long
tying and chaining to my own chest
which i ripped away
and cried in pain as i shyly looked away
and handed it to him
He took it.
he never understood how hard it was
for me to give it to him
He took it.
He crushed it anyway
and bruised it
and mangled it
so it hurt
even when it didn't.
it hurt
to be alive
but i deserved it right?
i deserved him right?

you love me
but why I don't know
you dont see my scars
I cannot make myself show them to you
I  know you would understand
I know you would hold me when I cried
as I told you
and that's what I'm afraid of
I cant give you what you deserve
and i know it crushes you
but you never say
you hold my hand
through the torture
as I crush you
because my scars are too deep to show
you deserve to know
Why Can't I let you in?
I am afraid that I dont deserve what you're giving me
because I dont
because im crushing you

Im so sorry
Im sorry I thought I deserved him
And he broke me
I now I dont deserve you
because I'm broken

nobody want the broken toy

from the fire hells i burn
i arise anew human
i care no more about my body and soul
no more pain in my eyes
my blood has clotted and it no more flows
i am a new being which no one can console
i am a new form of the devil that no one can stand
i have surrendered myself to the dark-side
there is no turning back
they say life is filled with light
will i see it as a black world made for people to fight
people eat each others flesh even if that was there own brother
is this the life that should be about love and respect
we breath money and we become selfish
we don't have the humanity to think of others right
let them burn we say when they gave us there heart and trust
this is a cruel world that we all live in
so why don't i make the devil my friend and wait till the world would end.
leave my body to rot in the dirt and surrender all i have got to the other life that i want most.