shamya powers

shamya powers Aug 2013

serenity

Im Laying on the floor nothings seems the same anymore, cuz my heart is filled with shame I just wanna break away an be free of this place today, I can no longer cry because I hear them always ask me why, so I keep it inside I know ive already tried, but I wasted my time because you'll never really be mine, im breaking down these demons I cant seem to drown, im on this road again how did this happen, where will I go after this those memories I miss, everyone has gone away im so alone today, i look over an im holding hands with the enemy i am forever searching for serenity, but it'll never be found so this path ill go back down, because im lost an this darkness has once again crossed,

shamya powers Aug 2013

your pain

In your eyes I see
The pain your no
Longer vain through
The glass I feel the hurt,

From your past the
Good moments didn't
Last the tears never
Really,

Went away you just
Hide them day after day
I feel it in ur touch
U hurt very much

I see it in your eyes
As the agony starts to
Rise I also feel that way,

shamya powers Aug 2013

i know

Nothing has became everything
Now I cant say goodbye so I sit
An look in your eye I feel the pain,

From you to me in your eye
That hurt I see this feeling is
Familiar to me ive been here
Before,

I hear the silence again but
This time I look at the floor
Now I stand where I once sat
that is how I know im back,

But im standing now because
Its you that is sitting somehow
That is why I now look an see
All my pain someone else has also took,

Your faith is gone an you've felt
Sorrow all along but no one seems
To understand so it was you that
Never asked for anyones hand,

The shame in your soul
Is the reason your not whole
I but u no longer have to feel
That way became I am with you today

Just know I understand an
That is why ill always have
Your hand,

shamya powers Aug 2013

bairds

I still feel alone its like staring at an un-meaningful stone it ***** to know your life is nothing but hollow I just wanna close my eyes but its senseless because still I'm surrounded by dark sky's the light has gone away I think I'm lost in the darkness today everywhere I turn the light starts to fade and burn today was different the sun never rose but its ok I suppose sometimes I miss the light I hate waking up to find myself in the night but its not that bad cuz I honestly can't get anymore sad maybe I should let go because this feeling is here to stay that's one thing i know I think its time to say goodbye hold one wait here come the bairds their starting to fly as they fly the light starts to come and I feel myself no longer being numb

shamya powers Aug 2013

<3

Ill die for you if you live me your amazing that I see only if forever was real your heart I'd try to steal oh wait I already have it your my soul mate how did I find a love so beautiful gee its wonderful my road would. Be lonely without you so come on join me an ill join you you've changed my view on life you have showed me the way of light if you were gone I would've been searching for you all along now that I have you close ill no longer be a stranger or hide behind a ghost you've knocked down my walls i sat back an watched them fall as they fell I fell for you now your everything we stick like paper an glue

shamya powers Aug 2013

Untitled

When i look at u I see a heart that's not fixed nd I see someone ill never let go I cant see u but I remember u I cant hear u but the sound of u lingers in my ear I cant touch u but I feel u I cant be. With u but I love uu ur someone that I will never forget I just look at ur pictures nd I realize how much u meant to me wen I had u now that ur no longer here im missing u dearly wen u were here I wanted u to go now that ur gone id die to have u back but wen I needed u u were there now that I want uu u gotta go you'll always hold a place in my heart but wen u went u took a piece of my heart with uu an the other half is missing u so much I miss the times we spent together I miss hearing ur laugh seeing ur smile holding ur hand i wish i could have all that back </3

shamya powers Aug 2013

outside of the picture

Sometimes you have
To step outside of
The frame to realize
your the one to blame,

The picture never seems
Right when you no longer
Stand in the light,

Your world starts to fall
& you feel like you've lost
It all your hope starts to fade,

Then you realize the mess
You made you cant move
On because you feel like,

Life is already gone like
Your days have slipped
Away with the waves of
Yesterday,