Look around it seems so quite
Finally, the sound of birds can be heard.
Look around there's no car outside
Rushing to get to the finish line.
Streets are empty, the air is fresh
Breathe in and rest.
.
Everyone is home it feels so nice
Like someone gave you back your childhood Time.
Use this time to catch up with the friend inside. .
Don't go out please stay inside
We can fight only if we stand unite.

She is like sunflower,
Tracing the sun,
Her skin sweet as honey
And I am the bee

She is like a mountain,
Peaceful and tough,
And I am the snow
Coating it yet melts away
She is like a wildflower,
Beautiful and carefree,
And I am the kid
I will not pick it
But let it bloom forever in my heart

She is like fire,
Knows no bound,
You can see it in her eyes,
The desire to touch the sky
And I am the tree
So I admire it from afar.

And  suddenly i forgot about my thantophobia as you promised you will stay till your last day…or maybe because when you lock eyes with me i felt like time has stopped and i can see the profundity/depth of emotions in  your eyes…or maybe still because you were the first person i felt so deeply for and connected to. But more of sudden the way you came so smoothly like a ghost without even breaking my defences, you left by the most dreadful way losing your interest by finding it in another. For months i felt awful, depressed lost somewhere in halcyon but the thought of evil and hurtful things always lead me to tears, yes you broke me.even though i won’t regret my first kiss, yes i still am a hiraeth (homesick for a home you can’t return to, or that never was). Still when i sit alone under the grey sky filled with heavy clouds, listening to sound of winds through trees, every minutiae crosses my mind making me smile and leaving a sweet heartache.

Now  my THANTHOPHOBIA (the phobia of losing someone you love) got  changed into PISTANTHROPHOBIA (the fear of trusting people due to past experiences with relationships gone bad )

-the girl you loved and left.

She is beautiful
Not because she looks a certain way
She is beautiful
Because of her imperfections
Because of her thoughts
Because of her scars
Yes, those scars which say something about the battles she fought and learned
Because of the acceptance of who she is
She is beautiful
Not because she looks a certain way
She is beautiful because she lives a certain way❤✌ Above all learn to love, respect yourself first❤