I met a girl at a house party, once, whose boyfriend I had slept with the previous semester before that. We looked at each other—never met—and the gaze held for just a single second too long than it should have. I knew, and she knew. Sometimes you have a secret and you can see it reflected in the eyes of someone who knows. Who also knows.
I have been sharing a secret with just myself but I saw that look in his eyes last night.
Even though I had lied many times and there was nothing which you could offer my youth to make it take you back— we still both agreed: for the first of March, it was a cold day with colder air— the freshest kind of close.