There's something inside me
that's taking control
it's ignoring my pleas
and shouts of "no!"
The thing has got
a mind of it's own
it's slowing ruining me
but won't let itself be shown.
The thing is always
lusting for a rush
i'm always screaming at it to "hush."
It's like the thing needs it
to survive
if it keeps up like this
who knows how much longer
i'll be alive