I have amazing friends,
I have a loving family,
i have good grades...
Everything is "PERFECT".
Yet i fight through each day...
Battle after battle,
defeat after defeat.

On the outside i may look happy.
act like the things you say don't phase me.
But inside im hurting
and dying for someone to save me.

I really just don't know anymore...i don't think i ever did.
But now its just finally hit me that im no longer a little kid.
I can't whine and cry,
without having a good reason why.

So…
when i breakdown like this,
I have to do it in private.
And this is why you've never seen me sad.
Because these tears are cause by things…
No one will ever understand.