A secret admirer is an individual who feels adoration, fondness or love for another person without disclosing his or her identity to that person.

Her eyes….
brown as mahogany and deeper than the ocean
one glance into her pupils and ones heart will become open,
Her lips….
ever enticing so smooth, so soft
a kiss by itself could set it all off.
Her skin….
mouth watering like the sight of Hershey’s chocolate
the kind you glide your fingers down and rest your hands in her pockets,
Her hair….
is her crown and it is fit for a queen
she’s known to turn heads whenever she’s on the scene,
Her smile….
is confident, and mesmerizing, the reason you desire her
maybe one day you build the strength to grab her kiss her until then
you write her letters signed your secret admirer.

Talking to the Dead
at my fellow Pisces grave
I cry, I cry, We joke, I smile.
I wipe my tears and look to the
SKY and Feel the Pain in the Rain
Falling down into my eyes,
like the night you returned the Source.
As they pulled the plug I was on my back porch.
Your Storm lasted for days
weeks up ahead like a reminder from the Almighty,
from the Dead.
I Held Your Hand just the day Before you squeezed and reacted showing
Brain Activity making the Same face you did when we connected
through Telepathy.
My fellow Piscean, My fellow Savior
two of us was an anomaly in the situation.

We Knew we were different.
We Knew we were here for a reason.  
We even knew the last time I would see you Breathing.

Mentally, Spiritually, Psychologically Pisces We Believe and possess
Powerful being abilities, Intuitively using Intuition Unknowingly yet,
Surprisingly Accurate though sometimes We Wish to be Inaccurate
even the Ability of Time Traveling
couldn't stop civilization from Unraveling
as current generations continue Babbling
the world will suddenly change dramatically.
.

****** and chaos
Screams and shouts
Blood and bodies
Scattered about

Torn Families
Bomb buildings
Husband less wives
and Fatherless Children

Sworn enemies
Causing killings
corporate media
changing feelings

Citizens unsure what to believe
The government always deceives.

Cold hearted people are a cancer to our species
That should be wiped away and flushed like feces
They've divided our minds into little pieces
I'll greet the cold hearted boy who tries to date my nieces,
with Hot lead...
A cold hearted person was once a person who cared to much
Once a person turns cold it's hard to change back into who they used to be.
They have to let go of the past, and learn how to trust again.
Most people who act heartless have a sweet heart.
They just act heartless to protect themselves from getting hurt again.
Life is like a camera...
Focus on whats important,
Capture the good times,        
Develop from the negatives,
And if things don't work out,
Take another shot.

Your county, your city, your state.
War is a  foolish way to  obtain peace.
Forty-eight months after what survivors are the calling
the 'Nuclear Big Bang', Our Sun has still been unable to pierce the debris
in the Earths atmosphere, scientist and the rest of mankind fear the worst.
Religious folk pray to Jesus, Allah, Ganesh. Is this the end?

With foundations and institutions of once thought great nations lying in ruins
the oppressed are free from the tyranny and injustice
that have plagued their people for hundreds of years,
and are left to survive with next to no knowledge of
self preservation from being breast fed by the global monopolies
of the world.
Millions die of thirst and hunger in the blink of an eye.
Prominent elected officials, and elites
Pack up and leave their caves in crafts designed to orbit around the Earth
until conditions are stable for their pampered lifestyles.
That day still hasn't come and it doesn't seem like it ever will.
As we had ships leaving there were ships arriving by the tens of thousands,
Mankind would not be alone in the rebuilding of humanity....
© 2013

Ok!

Kush in my swisher
***** in my cup
Drugs in my system
Now I don't give a ****
What!
I said!
I don't give a ****!
If You don't give a ****!
We don't give a ****!
With this Kush in our swisher
***** in our cup
Drugs in our system
Turn the music up!
Louder!
Cause I don't give a ****!
If You don't give a ****!
We don't give a ****!
What! What?
I said IDGAF!
If you don't give a ****
We don't give a ****


All Rights Reserved Sean Antonio Tyson 2013
L.A.D.B

Inhale Love
Exhale and release, Hate.
They don't understand you
Like I do MJ.
  
They try to demonize your seeds
while others legalize your buds
Deep down  inside we just want to be loved.

By someone who will love us
Sadly this is true
because Mary Jane
I Love You.

Everywhere you go I am right behind you
that thing you look at when you day dream and stare
I'm the director behind all of your nightmares.
I keep you company when you're all alone
I watch over your house when no one is home
I'm the person that calls you and immediately hangs up
that stranger in the halls that never looks up
I'm the voice in your head you try to deny exist the exhilirating moment when their face meets your fist
I'm the choice you never made when you second guess
I'm the right answer you didn't circle on the test
I look over your shoulder as you gaze at your screens
the person you've never seen that appears in your dreams
I'm all of your evil thoughts and deeds that no one knows about
you think are safe inside your mind until I help them come out
Now, We have more in common than one may think
Welcome to Hell! Let's have a drink!

"This for the Moms out there, you know
what I'm saying who done told their kid shit but
they don't wanna listen and have to go through the
hard way of finding shit out Know what I'm saying,
cause I Was one of them kids..."

"Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low"
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control

Ay Momma!

"Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control...

Ay Momma!

Wish I could turn my **** around and did it how you told me
don't **** with everybody every smile aint your homie
I had to learn the hard way most people is phonies
played that tough guy role then they snitching on me
and member when you said the truth rule everything
never believe everything a person telling me
and jealousy is always close than you ever think
that was some real **** Mama you the best to me
and the way you raised me giving you applaud for that
my mother my father my friend girl you're all of that
a hard head started opening loud packs
involved with gats
soldier known for
walking off with sacks
I like that then I thought I need to try that
the right stack I guarantee you I could buy that
and notice just how you leave and come right back
they say you going down the wrong hit the right track..."

Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
   Losing control...

Ay Momma!

Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
    Losing control...

Ay Momma!

If you could look in my eyes you'll see all the pain that I felt
another victim to the streets moving that cain for the wealth
my pops never gave a fuck at night I anger myself
puffing **** till my eyes bleed they say that danger my health
but fuck it my mind corrupt from all the **** that done happen
and rest in peace to my papi I love you I have you imagine
coming up where I came from it aint fun
when people die every day over the same stuff
and cops notice your game until you change up
I love my mother she claim tough she aim up
a lot of jealous muh fuckers no name for
with no fingers
it's fuck you when I get famous
I aim to see a billion for I'm dead sir
I think about this paper so much my head hurt
Stay on the grind legit now but I did dirt
my time to shine Ima dive in this game head first

Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
   Losing control...

Ay Momma!

Tell me who knows a peaceful place that I can go
to clear my head I'm feeling low
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control
Losing control...

Ay Momma!

I do this for the ones who died to bring about the change
it's hard to stop the crying when you're standing in the rain
Our politicians lying they're just on a campaign  
I realize with three eyes on my astral plane
breaking down a swisher filling it with Mary Jane
So I won't go insane from this knowledge that I've gained
the consequence of speaking out a bullet in your brain
or a one way trip to Guantanamo Bay
Join Forces with the Killers Rest In Peace J.F.K
Man Lacking Knowledge of who killed M.L.K
Like a wolf in sheep's clothing they are not who they portray
as yall can tell I'm back with the word play I see
Brothers killing brothers over colors that they claim
While our sisters are exploited for a dollar and some change
their fathers either dead or locked up in the chain gang
cause they were labeled felons for trafficking *******
Mama drop out of school and entered the dope game
was known to pull tricks and do strange things for change
they wanna chill with the gang but when it's time to bang
you'll find out that some of these suckers just wanted to hang
Millions are locked in a cage millions make minimum wage
It's like we're trapped in a maze trying to fulfill our days
while we're wasting our nights we're slowly fading away
Do you understand the message this is trying to convey?
©2013

Pain is inevitable,
Suffering is optional.
Change is great,
But growth is awesome.
Crying means cleansing,
Believing is your decision.
We are all spiritual beings,
Having a human experience.
You can have fun in society,
just focus on what you need to do.
We all came here in great numbers
but when you leave it'll just be you.
So Remember PAIN is INEVITABLE and
SUFFERING is OPTIONAL.
CHANGE is
GREAT
BUT
GROWTH
IS AWESOME.
© 2013

Born and raised in Georgia where the A stitched in to the fitted
We let the streets be the streets but some of yall gone snitch
I'd rather be broke with the team then get swallowed into greed
I always kept it hundred living by the family creed
I'm tatted on my arm a last of a dying breed.
One Life to Live while rhyming All Eyes on Me
All these busters wanna be a G
While I'm just trying to do the right thing like Spike Lee
L A P D has their lasers pointed at my back
brothers turning police I don't believe that giant Shaq
I'm going in I'm going in cause I'm trained like that
Pistols in their holsters with a rifle on my back
I'm not a Violent person but a heart is what I don't lack
I won't be gone long if you Hindu then I'm coming back
Last of a Dying Breed look the future in my eyes
last four hundred years some of us been struggling to survive
looking at the world today I see the people tranquilized
this generations music is the reason why they're hypnotized.
Better guard your girl because my voice will have her mesmerized
I'm the Phantom of the opera can't you tell by my disguise?
Smoking on some ***** maybe one day they'll decriminalize
Smoking on the best that will have you bleeding from your eyes
Medically prescribed by a Doctor in a tie
They victimize the victims and they glorify the killers
yet don't realize these symptoms
got these youngsters pulling triggers
Little girls becoming strippers
just so they can make some figures
guess they missed the bigger picture
My knowledge helps reconsider
I'm a country boy at heart
with the style of city slickers
I leave you looking ignorant
you think that I'm a ******
The last man to **** his own people name was
******.
I'm more mysterious then that
compare to Jack the Ripper.

The jails are filled with your possessors
sadly this is true
because Mary Jane
they can't control you.
She just wants to be free
like you and I
the fund a War on Drugs
Poverty, our
Privacy, and
It's Global
like the effects of the radiation cloud
from Chernobyl
that caused a lot of cancer
and for some you're the only answer.

One Life, One Casket
Afterlife is everlasting.
The universe expands like elastic
while the world turns into plastic.
We observe traumatic events
like automatic guns clip after clip.
Some hit, some miss,
We die with honor, other snitch.
Traitors can tragically
bring down an empire dramatically.
I AM GOD Calvary, demons try to battle me.
I know they're snakes off in the grass
but I don't let them rattle me.
I'm psychologically
transitioning into a god state
notice the lowercase,
A Protege to my Sensei
GOD
Comprende?

I was born on March twelfth, the nineties is my generation.
Everybody grab your pen and pad this is the preparation
and I’m not talking about gang banging selling vegetation.
Prepare for random knocks hide your glocks comes confiscation.
It’s like we all apart of Wii just need recalibration
Control your mind soul body focus concentration
and clear your mind and think positive in isolation.
Our bodies feel the pain, soul faces condemnation.
Prepare yourself for starvation and dehydration
I carry the Bible and a compass as my navigation
and with the Gospel of peace the helmet of salvation
I am a soldier of righteousness not the nominated
because the nominated moving towards *******
beware of imitations because that leads to infiltration
just close your eyes and you will feel the negative vibrations.
I believe it’s time we all stop going to power station
I don’t think our grands died for our relaxation
our president is black you all went into hibernation
while I’m standing tall facing these administrations
because I didn’t know the constitution had an expiration.
©

Thank You to everyone whose read my poetry.
I'm glad we have such a platform to share with one another.
I've been a member on Hello Poetry since 4/23/2013
reaching 20,000 All Time Reads
3 days before 7 months exactly. In All
I've released 67 poems and stories
excluding this one
which I've shared with everyone
All sides of me.
Some of my favorites in my collection are:
'The Warning before the Warning' -
I wrote this one about four years ago
and meant every word in it.
My second one:
'All Seeing Leading the Blind'
A freshly written one in 2013.
One of my more controversial poems.
Third:
'Element 115'
We, humans are not from this planet..
The last two in my top 5:
Break the Chains & Live and Learn
They define me as a writer, philosopher and human.
Share with me your top 5 of my collection.
Thank You for letting me share.
Hello!
:)

Take heed and watch closely. You'll see these to be true.
If you don't know, now you know.
1+1=2.
“We Shall: 1) ****** and demoralize the youth with false doctrines. 2) Destroy the family life. 3) Dominate humanity by Preying upon their lower instincts and vices. 4) Debase and vulgarize Art, and introduce filth in Literature. 5) Destroy respect for religions; undermine the reputation of the clergy through scandalous stories and back up the so called "Higher Criticism" so that the old fundamental faith is shattered and quarrels and controversies become permanent in the churches. 6) Introduce the habit for luxuries, crazy fashions and spend thrift ideas so that the ality for enjoying clean and plain pleasures is lost. 7) Divert the attention of the people by public amusements, sports, games, prize contests, etc., so that there is no time for thinking. 8) Confuse and bewilder the minds of the people by false theories and shatter the nerves and health by continuously introducing new poisons. 9) Instigate class hatred and class war among the different classes of people. 10) Dispossess the old Aristocracy, which still keeps up high traditions by excessive taxes and replace it with the "Knights of the Golden Calf." 11) Poison the relations between the employees and employers through strikes and lockouts so as to ruin the possibility of productive co-operation. 12) Demoralize by all means the higher classes of society and by adverse publicity raise the hate of the people toward them. 13) Use industry to ruin agriculture and then in its turn destroy industry by wild speculation. 14) Spread all possible utopian theories so as to bring the people into a labyrinth of impractical ideas. 15) Raise the rate of wages, which however will not bring any advantage to the workers for at the same time we shall produce a rise in the price of the first necessities of life. 16) Cause diplomatic friction and misunderstanding between States which will increase international suspicions and hate thereby greatly augmenting armaments. 17) Introduce in all states, general suffrage so that the destiny of nations depend upon ignorant people. 18) Overthrow all monarchies and substitute republics for them; in so far as possible fill important state offices with persons who are involved in some unlawful affair and who will, from fear of being exposed, remain our obedient servants. 19) Gradually amend all constitutions so as to prepare the soil for absolute despotism and Bolshevism. 20) Establish huge monopolies upon which even the great fortunes of the Gentiles will depend to such an extent that they will be swallowed up at the "hour" when the industrial crisis will start. 21) Destroy all financial stability; increase economic depressions to the extent of bringing a general world bankruptcy; stop the wheels of industry; make bonds, stocks and paper money worthless; accumulate all the gold of the world in the hands of a certain few people thus withdrawing tremendous capital from circulation; at a given hour close all the exchanges, withdraw all credits and cause general panic. 22) Prepare the death struggle of the nations; wear out humanity through suffering, fear and shortage of food - hunger creates slaves!”

“My MAMA is the REASON
why I haven’t moved the chopper, filled
a couple of GRAVES and sent some off to the DOCTOR.
When her TIME comes to pass my HEART may be a lot DARKER,
no MORE, Mr. Nice Guy,MILITANT like HAMAS.
Going with the flow like the TROOPS in IRAQ.
Dismantling a constitution HISTORY says THAT,
we in a SITUATION moving forward going BACK,
and IT'LL never be the SAME
WE will see some go INSANE.
DID someone CONTROL their brain?…QUESTIONS still REMAIN,
while CIVILIANS grow UNTAMED…maybe Martial Laws DECLARED,
We KNOW every BATTLES SCRIPTED.
They practice WAR GAMES, and all my WRITINGS are PROLIFIC.
I’m lyrically GIFTED, TWISTING MEDICAL strands with a doctors PRESCRIPTION,
I’m SPIRITUALLY LIFTED, having VISIONS of DECISIONS war DECLARED on CITIZENS,
NO trial, just SENTENCING. We’re WITNESSING the BEGINNING,
POLAR CAPS THINNING, the Earth is constantly SPINNING,
while MANKIND steady SINNING, No one is REPENTING,
seems SATAN is WINNING.
Hope is ABANDONED, arrest are COMMON, but JUSTICE is RANDOM.
I’m a shy guy in the SHADOWS like a PHANTOM held for RANSOM, Sweet and Handsome,
my hands ARE the ARTIST and your BODY is the CANVAS,
into all that ROMANCING.
My HANDS make a MASTER piece, my TONGUE have a MASSIVE
feast, that’ll have ME on YOUR MIND when you lie down & go to SLEEP, I Never been a SHALLOW guy cause
I
can
GO
all
KINDS
of
DEEP.”
- Sean Antonio Tyson/follow me
©

I once stood in a room with five people, the year was 2012.
Two of them are dead now.
True Story.
My Life.

S, V(r.i.p), C, C, R(r.i.p).*

We all witnessed LeBron win his first championship with the Heat.
We played pool, had some beers, discussed politics, and watched the game.
Two of them are dead now.
I know the victims and the accused killers
Three of us are alive still.
One of them is my best friend.
The other a friend of a friend.
They deaths were unrelated.
Both were aggravated.
One execution style.
The other worthy of a Cain and Abel reference.
What troubles me at night is the night we all were watching the game...
One was my best friend older brother.
The other I never knew but ran into them once
On the unpredictable, unforgiving
streets of my hometown 'Wartown'
and never saw them again until.

The First One happened 6/18/13
....
'Blood splattered the walls
of a large room that served as the kitchen,
dining and living room-area of the three-story house.
Bullets pierced an adjoining wall.
Blood soaked a cushion of the living room couch.
The odor of bleach permeated the air.'
said John Doe on his arrival to the local Sheriff's office.
Authorities called the killing
a planned “execution-style slaying”
and labeled it drug related.
Authorities also recovered a .45-caliber Glock
handgun believed to have been used in the slayings
as well as a yellow Ford 2004 pickup truck
believed to have been used to transport the bodies
to a secluded wooded area.

.
The End

The Second one 7/6/13
The story of my best friend and kindred spirit.
I remember the morning my friend C
from up the road
ran down to my house and woke me out of my sleep
saying come quick there's been an accident V hurt.
I'm remember rushing up to the regional Hospital
early in the AM with my pajamas still on.
I  remember getting and first being denied access to see my dear friend
who was hanging on by a thread of life
because it was "on the blacklist"
We finally gained access to the proper codes
to visit him.
I entered the room slowly and braced myself.
Instantly breaking down as I witnessed my dear friend
motionless
unable to breathe on his own
the look in his eyes
pierced through my soul and water
released from my tear-ducks.
All the memories raced though my head
All the plans we had ran through my mind.
I remember holding my friends hand and whispering in his ear
as he lay on his unknowing deathbed unconscious and on life support.
"Vonnie it's Sean, I'm here man, I came as fast as I could, you can make it. I love you bro"
I once stood in a room with five people.
Two of them are dead now.

Moral of these stories:
Tomorrow's not promised.

Our Being is merely A glitch in the Cosmos,
A SUPERNOVA EXPLODING.
Our Souls yearn for the return to our
SUPREME State of Being,
As we Aimlessly Wander through the a concrete jungle,
Listening to the Hustle and Bustle of city noise,
We strive to beat out the next in line,
Trapped like ***** in a bucket clawing for the top.
We've been Lied to our whole lives,
Mislead towards Imminent DESTRUCTION.
Suffering from Corruption
Where there's NO PEACE there's NO JUSTICE.
WORK
PLAY
CONSUME
BUY
Our Intelligence has been reduced to that of an adolescent canine
Control the Brain the Body will Follow.
You may be Free today, but be slaves Tomorrow.
We're only renting this body yet when it dies there will be sorrow
For our people will mourn over a corpse that is Hollow.


2013

What more can be said
before a guns put to the head.
BANG!
SCREAMS!
Innocent bloodshed.
Rights were there wrongs
and now the lifeless bodies of loved ones
lay face flat on the earth, DEAD!
Millions watch in horror as they bled
out like mammals with a limb cut off and see how fast
The light of life quickly shifts from green to red
and their dreams shut off!
Red light, Green light.
Lives gone in a blink of an eye
What more can be read
before one realizes
they're being watched by the feds
and
there was truth in these last words I said
Ashes to Ashes
Life and Death
Mankind will clash
Until no one is left.
Innocent Bloodshed.
© 2013

In my mind what determines
how I write these rhymes
in little time constructing lines
that pierce through your eyes into your soul
some would say I'm in my prime
cause My words are worth gold and
I don't believe in crimes
The world is so cold you can
buy a man with dollar signs
We live in a generation
where a beautiful woman is belittled to a dime
But is more valuable to a mankind
than gold and diamonds.

Now
Realize we're due
for Realignment, Reassignment
by our masters in hiding
while I'm typing in the silence
I hear the riots of the people
protesting and fighting
shaking the earth like
thunder and lightning.

****** sirens!

This Television programming
has numbed us to violence.
Yet won't broadcast the riots
or give us the real science.
Anyone acting defiant
blowing a whistle is swiftly silenced.
We must all stand firm like a hydrant
and face our current tyrants
or
take no action at all
and be fed to starving Lions.
©2013

You have patients in Hospitals
We face so many obstacles
I'm only thinking logical
Mary Jane is economical
her enemies are comical,
Maniacal,
Manipulating,
Maniacs
and
There Wars not aimed to end
and it's aim to get us from within
everybody in the system
watch us crumble to ruin.

Inhale Love
Exhale and release, Hate.
They don't understand you
Like We do MJ.

"I have to be a G till the day that I die.........."
Listen to the hook you didn't have to be a G
you could be a Crip, Vice Lord or a B
but don't twist it up I am here to spread unity
I was 6 and 7 when they shot Tupac and B Eye...G
So now whose on our playlist Drake or Nicki
or Do yall listen to Gucci, Wayne or Young Jeeeeezy?
But now you tuned into L A D B
Africa unite Rest In Peace Bob Marley
I'm rolling Bob Marley's waiting for that Barbie
Wait a minute scratch that rather her sister Bonnie
She down for a cause, she down for a Army
I'm a Last of A Dying Breed
What's Illuminati?
Rest In Peace Gandhi
Hold on let me explain
Because my faith is the reason that I maintain
they may not play it but my lyrics dope like *******
and
Last of A Dying Breed is what I'll remain...

Ele A de be
365 TIL I DIE
Salute!

Red bone
Yellow bone
Light skin
vanilla cone

I lick, I pull
Top notch women
ladies with some class
Call her Robin Givens

That girl is poison
if you talk to Michael Bivins
Her tongue out like Jordan
Clutch like Scottie Pippen

I'm the hero
but she settles for the villain
She's the common cold and
I am her penicillin.
© 2013

Its some things in life that we never see coming
Blinded by all of the lights they are stunning
The police is chasing the outlaw is running
Its one thing we know its the devil is cunning...
People younger than me are dying
Politicians still trying
to ease our minds
With scripted lies
This song is for all those who see the ties
We gone smoke marijuana till its legalized and
I'm so high you can barely see my eyes
I left the club with two girls and they both were bi
You left the club with three *******
and they all were guys
Why look back now the planes taking off
If your girl in the room she gone take it off
Cause I paid the cost to be the boss
Three, two, one gonna blast off!

They victimize the victims and
they glorify the killers
yet don't realize what symptoms
has the youngsters pulling triggers
Little girls becoming strippers
just so they can make some figures
guess they missed the bigger picture
My knowledge helps reconsider
A country man at heart
with street smarts like city slickers
I'll leave you looking ignorant
you think that I'm a ******
The last man to **** his own people
name was ******.
I'm more mysterious then that
compare to Jack the Ripper.

The Frustration Is driving me insane
I thought you was Abel turned out to be Cain.
Sometimes I want to push you in front of a train but
that would be to easy these days seem so much the same
Patience is a virtue yes I'm frustrated and may hurt you
only to feel bad because the human in me hurts too
My quest for happiness is like a trek to find the end of a rainbow
I've lost my light and my path I don't know which way to go.
Seems a lot of people would like to see me fail and
well I've done just that and somehow avoided jail
It's a wonder I'm still alive seems it's not my time to die
I bottle up emotions and at random moments I cry.
Used, abandoned, No one came to pay my ransom
Now damaged, unrepairable, but still somewhat handsome
Life threw me a fastball and I struck out a few times
my days are filled with lust No wonder I learned to rhyme
trying to climb my way out of my hole hoping this may be my gold
I haven't accomplished much of anything at 23 years old
Yes, I've wrote a bunch of non sense
but it has brought me not one cents and
I'm actually in debt for sharing my two cents.
My life is like a comedy I, myself laugh maniacally
at one point someone thought I was inspiring.
I try and stay optimistic hoping to ease this stress
as I feel the rope tightening around my neck.
The lightning bolts my only hope the reason I log on
if you didn't give me strength there's no way I could write on...
Thank you to everyone for your support and love
it goes along way.

Since the womb
I've been doomed
but I was taught to survive
and build, supreme mathematics
really opened my eyes
to read in between the lines
and uncover the lies
televised
in front of our eyes
we the people die
while the royal blood thrives
ordering our children to drop bombs from the sky
and making it a crime for it's citizens to ask why?
Targeting young minds on the sly
they're So conniving,
depriving just enough
it's like we're dying
yet we're surviving,
no apologies if I'm overemphasizing
but you see
I'm reviving an Uprising
between my left and right quadrant
disguising my inner knowledge
like a Colonel dressed as a Sergeant.  
© 2013

We're tired of the constant noise
everyday is typical
Get me behind a microphone
and I become political.
Poised like the Last Poets
I know every rhyme is critical
The power of one line in one mind
can be biblical.
Intellectual, elemental parts and
Principles -
Analytical Beings
trapped in scenes
of three dimensional
dreams. We're
spiritually seeking peace
from our spiritual iniquities.
Intuitive abilities the God Instinct
Latest headlines for mankind
We're going extinct.
A difficult Problem to solve -
Conundrum.

What would you do to stay alive?
(Johnny get's the early warning, and rushes home to his family.)
Jenny wake up! Wake up! Ok! Ok! I'm up! It's midnight. I have to be at work in the morning honey, this better be good. What is it? There's a wa... ( Johnny's interrupted by gunshots and sirens out the window.) Come on, we don't have much time to Stay Alive. (John loading their guns)
What are you talking about John, why are you loading the guns? Whose shooting outside? (He looks her with conviction.) There is no law, it's total anarchy. We gotta go now, If we want to live Jenny, I'll explain later! Folks said it wouldn't happen in our time and it's happening honey. Grab the bags prepped for us and wake Jacie! Remember the three C's John. Cool, calm collected, Breathe baby. Now's not the time to argue Jenny. This is not a drill! The trucks loaded and the rest of our guns and supplies are packed. Ok everything's gonna be fine John I'll go wake Jacie, we've practiced this scenario before. (Jenny goes across the hall) Ok hurry Jenny, My Sister Jesse and her family are heading up north to the Kuuyi Mountains, where her husband Jimmy has a cabin he's converted into a fortress. We should be able to make it there around sunrise. Now Jenny, he says he has food and a water supply for all us. I told him we'd bring the ammo and what we have to defend from anyone trying to harm us. Your nursing will come in handy if anyone of happens to be injured. (Jenny's enters the room.) Don't worry we'll be fine Jenny. Is Jacie up and ready to go? Yes, she's just tying her shoes. Ok, we don't have much time to spare before the roads are clogged. It wont be easy but we will make it. Here take these guns Jenny we're going to need them once we get there and if we want to make it out the city. I know you don't like them because your family was taken by them but Jenny they are going to keep you, I and our baby girl Jacie alive. (Jacie walks in the room and drops her duffel bag.) Dad I'm ready. I guess all your drills really did come in handy. Are you sure you can ready Jacie, I want you to carry the automatic? Yes dad, I am 16 now, I can handle the automatic. (John smiles) Really Dad, You've been teaching me how to shoot since I was 6 years old. I know sweetheart, remember just what I told you, (Jacie in unison with her dad John) "only put your finger on the trigger when you ready to shoot" "Butterfly". (Jacie smiles) How can I forget dad. (They exchange a family hug before leaving.) OK, let's go I want everybody locked and loaded off safety with one in the chamber. (car doors shut) Dad, where are we going?
(Johnny turns the key, and the engine Roars!)
To hell if we don't pray.
...

When I was 14 in 04
it was the first time I touched dope
had a ****
it made me choke
next thing you know
I was blowing O's
Like Cheech and Chong's "Up In Smoke"
I made friends and I met foes
learn the hard way that's how the game goes
I cuff women and I pass hoes
stay with a cigar like I'm Castro
thinking bout moving where the grass grow
so I can be part of the cash flow
life aint nothing but a gamble
don't try things that you can't handle
you get ran up and dismantled
I seen life blow out like a candle
All My soldiers strapped up like Rambo
while they wasting money on Lambos
We buying ammo
and more camo
I've seen people flip flop like a sandal
why my neighbors looking at me like a vandal
I'm so handsome where's my damsel
I hope I find her for my life is canceled
I want a queen that's worth a king's ransom
Not another girl just to say we ran some.
© 2013

I just couldn't walk away and think what if
I had to have you in my life as my Mrs. and
I don't need any presents on Christmas
cause you're A dream come true, the top of my wishlist
your body's like a gift, and underneath my tree you sit
your body like a gift, and I'm just being modest,
and to be honest with you girl I think you are the finest
I don't need a lot of jewelry you're my only diamond
when you lay out in the sun girl your skin blind me.
I'll forever be your king if you're my royal highness
Every Lion needs a queen to be his loyal Lioness,
We met before the millions so I know your love is priceless
and I won't love you till I die because my love is timeless
girl you know my love is timeless
the stars are aligning
and like the sun you're shining
brighter than a diamond.

My love can
move a mountain
Have you wetter
than a fountain
Never drowning...
We be going for some hours
I lost time but
who's counting.
© 2012

Capone in a cell
Vonnie in a casket
I ripped my heart out
and I put it in a basket.

Feelings no attachments
in this cold world.
Always watch my six
Fellas protect your girls.
AND
Always love your mother
in her womb you were curled
through her canal you were birthed,
So know a woman's worth.
AND
Stay alert in a city
where the vices can be tempting
Fast money, drugs, ***
and evil women.
You see
It's full of snakes and villains,
plotting on the children,
bribing politicians
while claiming they are Christian.

There's always something missing
skeptics discredit religion,
I write what's on my mind
to escape this mental prison.

All my rhymes tell a story this one is about you...
I just wanna hold you close and never lose you..
You say the last one abused you but I appreciate ya
All white Armani suit with some aviators
Ever since I got this paper,
Girl My life has been greater.
Expensive restaurants in Italy
and you was the waiter
Now I'm retired from the game
I'm no longer a player,
I bought her finger diamonds
and shut up all her haters.
© 2013

We thought about some kids but they were never born,
when we went our separate ways and now my loves forever torn,  
I said my loves forever torn.
I fell in love with you got caught in a love storm.
Fussing and fighting, thundering and lightning.
The first time I saw you life the Sun you were shining,
like the sun you were shining, you thought you was a dime
and to me you were a diamond, but heartbreak heal over time
I heard fellow poet use that line in one of his rhymes
and they say Love is blind,
Somehow that must be true
because you act like you don’t see me standing next you.
© 2011

My tongue is alive
I do this for all those that died
I could careless bout the money and rides
I'm intertwined with a spiritual guide

You probably know him better as God
I stay connected through prayer and silence
Why do we  stare at the lights and the sirens?
The master is talking the puppet is silent.

I can feel change is coming like the climate
As I'm writing my eyes roll and I shake
Like the earths crust does under our feet
The next Noah's flood will come from melted ice sheets

And you'll never meet another poet like me
I'm half prophet and I'm half emcee
People that I've never met appearing in my dreams
It seems we're all connected can you feel me through the screen?

Most of our emotions are controlled by TV
I guess somebody know our minds inner workings
Studying new methods in a laboratory
this is what a butterfly once told me...

I go deep you may need a man that scratch the surface
I seek the truth if you don't then to me your worthless
for Christ sake I speak verses that life curses
I once was submersed about to join the armed forces
now I'm in the trenches hello poets new menace
y'all are my witnesses I am here to replenish
and if they ****** me it's more waiting on the benches
I'll rest in peace
the truth quenches
The truth cleanses
My message to the masses
I'm just expressing strong unwillingness
in the hopes of improving conditions
where taking lives and getting money aint the mission
I use my intuition first confession
then repentance and your blessing is forgiveness.
On the road to riches
I will always clinch
if they back us in the corner
then we all put up a fist.
© 2013

Terror, Fear
Chemical Weapons
The world will end tomorrow.
Go back to sleep America
We have everything under control
..................
Including You.
Now back to your regularly scheduled program
of shutting the **** up and
being happy with the little freedoms you have left.
While we devise new ways to make you surrender them
through Coercion.

You know we tired of the hard times
My mind is like a gold mine
Knowledge of the good and evil
God help us lead the blind, down the righteous path,
because I know sometimes it's hard to find
and if we starting to backslide then please show us a sign
before we get consumed into Lucy grapevine
they said to us in 2012 some planets will align
but the show goes on like everything is fine
Some of us are blind slavery changes with time
Men, Women lie listen close you'll ear the sign
Bonnie kept it one hundred Barbie tell she a dime
See a lot of barbies now but Bonnie is one of a kind
When I find mine I'm holding on till the end of times....
© 2013

“Today I woke up and said enough with the *******,
some things gone change and I have to make em real quick
It’s up to me if I make it to the top
I will keep on climbing up I might pause but never stop,
didn’t have a father figure but I learned from Tupac,
things will never stay the same like the hands on a clock,
you have to endure the pain use the Lord as your rock,
if people calling you insane then that means their in shock,
Brains ******* with chains and they’re sealed with a lock
the minds a terrible thing to waste posted up on the block
because we either getting locked up and getting shot up
So many single mothers out here somebody stop us,
But they rather put you on t.v. and make a profit
I know I sound like I am but I’m not a prophet
Use your brain, develop change I'm graduating college
Last of A Dying Breed Plug in the socket”
© 2013

Amazingly Beautiful. All Natural Beauty.
Your face, your hair, your stomach, your *****.
My Queen, My cutie, you choose and you chose me.
I won’t ever ever treat you like you’re below me.
Come stand before me, let’s exchange a warm embrace,
under the stars and let the magic take place.
Before it is to late and our souls try to escape
I know you don’t like the sound of death but everybody has a date.
Will you be my mate and let no one take my place,
cause my love will be disgraced and my feelings will erase.
Only in a race can there be a number one,
you're the only girl I'm chasing but I am your only one?
© 2013

Instead of going to cop those new pair of shoes, a fly cut or a nice hair do,
maybe you should apply for your gun license and buy lots of ammo
cause soon soldiers on your block coming dressed in camo,
I'm talking crazy muhfuckers think they badder than Rambo.

They're in control of our water, money and food
and they make all these kind of shows to play with our moods.
So indecisive, we don't know lies from truth,
Millions think they have it, just look at you tube,
I don't trust them more then I do reporters on the news.

CNN, FOX, MSNBC,
Have they ever told you about my boy E.B.E ?
See It all comes down to what you'll live and die for
and remember
when you die it won't matter if you rich or poor,
as we continue to chase this money, mula, dinero,
mark my words it won't be long until they
introduce Ameros

It's time to plant our own seeds,
and harvest our own crops,
cause when the **** hits the fan
don't counting on Romney or Barack.
God bless us all.
L.A.D.B

Education — how the population of the future will behave,
Money — the means of holding wealth and exchanging goods.
Law — the authority to enforce the will of the state, a world law and a world court is needed for a world state,
Politics — the direction of the State,
Economy — the creation of wealth,
History — what people believe happened in the past,
Psychology — the means of controlling how people think,
Philanthropy — so that people think well of the controllers,
Medicine — the power over health, life and death,
Religion — people’s spiritual beliefs, the spur to action for many.
Media — what people know and learn about current events,
Continuity — the power to appoint who follows in your footsteps.

Don't ever expect people to forgive you, only that mythical, mystical, mental thought about a "GOD" does and you can Forget about forgiveness because you can't out run your past, so you just eat that negativity people say, keep flapping your wings and soar triumphantly like a prehistoric Pterodactyl.
Gravity is going to haunt you and try to pull you down no matter how high you fly, that's physics. It's our job to keep flapping.
Everyday is a new you.
L.A.D.B