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Luna May 2018
My hands are cold from the touch of a monster so loud.
He would always say: "You should be proud."
But what is there celebrate but just a cold hand?
I like to please the monster.
Pathetic, I thought to myself.

My hands are numb from the actions I made.
All these distractions are worth the pain.
Pain, a feeling I would describe to make me feel stronger.
Pain, to lessen the aching feeling of my heart.
Pathetic, I thought to myself.

My hands are frozen from the mistakes I made.
The monster isn't happy with what I have already done.
"Is this not enough?" I asked.
All the more that the monster punished me.
"I am not satisfied." the monster says.
I closed my eyes as the tears started to fall.

And everything will just repeat itself.
Luna May 2018
“What would you like to offer?” asked the three horned creature. I looked around my room and saw that I had have nothing to give.

So I said: “My heart” The creature looked at me with so much happiness. Knowing that I would give something so special meant so much to the him. His smile so sinister it reminded me of that cat in Alice in the wonderland.

“Are you sure? Once I have your heart you wouldn’t feel anything. You will be numb.” 

I didn’t have to think twice. 
“I have nothing to give.” I said with confidence. 

“Very well.” The creature took my heart in an instant. Once he took it he broke it and shattered into pieces. And as I watched him devour my heart, I realized that that I shouldn’t have made the deal.
Luna Nov 2018
One, we always danced. No matter how fast or slow the song is.
We always danced. I guess because music brought us together.
And now, that things aren't the same. I remember you.
How you would hold me tight when it's a slow song.
How crazy we get if it’s a fast beat song.
Now every song, every beat, makes me want to dance.
But sadly things aren't the way they are.

Two, we always ate.
We found ourselves at a MacDonald's drive through at one point.
Being with you driving anywhere was the best part.
Because a time spent with you was never dull.
You would always make fun of my food choices.
But that's okay because you made me smile.

Three, we disliked distance.
As much as our friends loves us so much.
We never liked being apart.
I remember when you went on a trip abroad with your family.
You texted me immediately, asking if I was okay or how was my day.
I missed you when you were gone.
I really did.

Four, we are not meant to be.
As much as we loved each other.
Your heart and my heart weren't compatible with each other.
You knew all this time that you had to leave.
But why didn't you say so?
Why give me so much pain now that your gone.
I guess you the time spent apart wouldn’t suffice.
I still love you.
But if you change your mind.
Know that I'm right here.
Waiting.
Luna Apr 2018
Another one gone like the wind.
Now giving light in this dark cruel world.
Following the many that left here.
Watching everyone from above.

Look above and see how the stars shine.
Each star shows a different light.
Some may not be as bright.
But that's alright.

Darling, I hope that you are in a better place.
I really hope you are.
Now you may end your suffering.

But really. How will we know?
How will we know how much you are suffering?
Luna Apr 2018
Love just came in without a word. 
Without a warning. Without a sign.  
But love left just as fast as saying the word "goodbye." 
 
Love can easily come back. 
Love can make you whole again. 
 
Love can leave.  
Love can stay. 
 
But once its gone, you could never stay the same. 
 
Loneliness comes in. Without a word. 
Without a warning. Without a sign. 
 
Loneliness lingered around.  
Loneliness stayed and continued. 
Loneliness reminded me of how much I needed love.  
 
Then again love cones rushing back.  
Love comes back and decided to stay. 
 
Love could kiss me hello and kiss me goodbye. 
Love could give me a smile and can bring me to tears. 
Love can make me laugh and can make me angry. 
   
All at the same time. 
 
It does not  matter how much loneliness wanted to stay.  
Love will always win.
Luna Apr 2018
Pain
At the age of 14, the world lost a beautiful boy.
Living in a world of survival.
Things are never easy.
And slowly he found peace.
Ending. Ending. Ending
Words hurt. Like a tattoo etched on the skin, forever it will remain.  
My child, please do not let your grades define you.
A great pain must be felt.
May you rest in peace.
You are in the arms of a better place.

Loss
Mother, do not blame yourself.
Father too.
For it is not your fault for not doing enough.
Please know that he loves you very much.
We may loose a loved one and its hard to move on.
But remember we must keep the good memories with us.
We must not forget them.

Sadness
When I heard the news, I felt numb, weak..
Tears slowly falling.
Grades is such a big thing. I used to care about them too.
Now, growing up I realized that it does not define who I really am.
In fact it does not measure my capacity of knowledge.
However, the sadness remains.

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