you sweep in on scented night breeze
with utterings that bring you to my knees
intentions set here clear to please
her nature relents freely to your tease

this heady scent intoxicates thee
your affections now aggrandize me
her penners pen does panegyrize you
appetencies to lo sweet blown through

this dance transcends base hypnotic
sifts the filaments within unto ******
her delta grande radiating blue glow
your beacon signal guides to my flow


as our desire rises to bliss yet unknown
tides overwhelm us then drive us home
the breakers wild crash all around us
within calm eye our peace is found just.

J.C. 14/03/2019.

Ultima Thule aka MU69
less to do with *** position
more about new frontiers
in space of the outer kind
new horizons & what they find
while hurtling thru space - time

situation is this
currently over 6 billion km
(4 billion miles imperially)
from mother Earth
hurtling
at breakneck speed
toward
Ultima Thule.
what will they find on
space rock 2014MU69?

and when done onwards again
to seek the wall
phenomenon most mysterious
on the edge of our system of the sun
uncharged interstellar hydrogen
meets charged sun particles
from the heliosphere
meet
take a heliopause
in space

then again space race
throwing wall of light
ultraviolet
threshold dancing
will it reveal
a new dawn a new galaxial seal?
and when all said and done
billions of dollars and geeky fun
to find a space wall made from sun

J.C. "littlebird" 27/03/2019.

If you can't take it, then I'll take it,  I'm taking it all back
When my back is against the wall, if you can't back me, then I'm backing out to outback once and for all
if you try to out me, then I'll outfox you, fox hole you, dig yourself out, this fox is out, no close call at all.
Go ahead, I dare you, try head me off at the pass, double dare me, can't scare me, "off with their heads!" is the decry.
Denounce me deplore me, regail and rail me
Execrate excoriate me, disparage deprecate me.
Besmirch and bemoan me,
Sully, stain, soil and spoil me
It's all just 'noise' to me in the end
Of no consequence.

I was looking forward to our
rocking chair days
Suns rising and setting
On our front porch
It brought calm to my storming seas
Ironically, with you who tore
My soul apart
I felt the safest
I've ever known.
Til night you set my mind
to overdrive unable to
Override the real of it all
blood spilled from ****
on hotel sheets, fist mark's
under skin on thighs
belly
Bitten breast, perfect mold of teeth
left behind left breast
I wondered why
of all my wounds and tears
the teeth mark left did anger you most
as I lay in your arms, comfort seek
unaware then, twas at your command
my soul shattered & scattered upon
the wind
wondered too, why you wouldn't f*ck me well
heal me again
damaged goods I thought ok
I got it, understood
if only I'd known that you knew
exactly what occurred in suite 2315
had watched it even play by ill replay
maybe even slow mo, who can say
not I not me, my soul fragments fly around
my feet never again touching ground
no more Terra Firma for me
now I'm lost lost lost,
that peaceful calm you always
looked to me to bring
broken, tossed into the mire
along with two golden rings.

Of bitten lips tears do fall
the sweet & salty sting of it all
the days stuck in my mind
of you of me of we the bind
of true love crept up from
behind the misty veiled eyes
took my heart by sweet surprise

the moment settled among
the stars, you took me there
on daily jaunts, from hot
summer days to  life on Mars
as winter set Sol on the run
soon sealed our love by frosted sun

memory flood gates will unbidden open
forgetting how dire my dear heart broken
fragmented shards shining through
their shimmer masks the pain of you

it's time to lay with you again
if only by my writers pen
the day we broke our bed to pieces
(f*cked it to death may it rest in peace)
unaware wrecked til shudders did cease
then laughed and rolled around like kids

so many many times like these
we slept on the floor then for a week
you bid me "a worthy replacement seek"
was your instruction whispered in my ear
as you pulled me close your intention clear

all of these days now frozen in time
just shadow boxing in my mind
it's done once more, as it was then
older beginnings meet newer ends

J.C. 17/03/2019.

I'm more than one that thing you see
the expectation anticipation of me
these layers peel to infinity
it's as of us all, a myriad of me

take my hand altho it's small
I can lead you down to my waterfall
a special place not shown to many
'tis only gifted to those most ready

we will swim there as children
under nights lovely stars
laugh frolic and play this night
all time at hand to make it ours.

if you are tired, and beaten down
let me soothe your brow,
release your frown
give over to this night, in moonlight
drown

it is just this, then something new
the wonder of me, the myriad of you
I see your face so lovely and wise
you see my grace and kiss my eyes

life's torrents roar racing our past
hang on to me, we'll make it last
swim upstream into my eddied pool
in swirling foam gift me your jewel

two souls freed in this universe
galaxies collide in glory starbursts
under my waterfall where all is still
let aqua deep your dream cup fill.

J.C."Littlebird"  04/04/2019.

Once a lovers heart has
taken a few knocks
endured those
deep cardiac shocks
demurred
at chance advances
all in the wake of
the greatest heartbreak

it becomes and unbecomes
it depends on the unbend
the waver set in place
and we lose more
precious drops of time
rather than lose face
with it our grace
it's how goes I know

after your greatest love
is gone leaving all fallow
the idea or very thought
of love burning to nought
too much to bear once more
so we shut tight the door
consequence ourself
into situation is this...

now possibly on the shelf
for the long haul
expiry date unknown
seeking but not keeping
looking but not leaping
forsaking for fear of breaking
apart again that pain of all pain
deeply gnawed in our soul
took too much of a toll
to entertain in your heart again.

I get it I get it... But...
how then to reset it?
I want to feel brand new
un-know what I did do
un-feel the pain of you
believe in not one but two
I get it... I get it...
but cannot just forget

the devastation my heart met
when true love slipped the net
turned this heart to dust
eroded trust to rust
so now I know I must I must
be sure before I entrust
and go soft go gentle steady
only once this heart is ready.



J.C. 29/03/2019