i want to tell you.
i really do.
i'd love to spill my secrets, my issues to you.
yet i can't comprehend it.
i can't communicate it to you.
and the fact you could leave me.
it makes my heart a tearful blue.
you already look at me as if i'm broken.
what do i have to lose?
i want to tell you.
i really do.
yet i can't cope with the fact.
the fact your presence may fade.
vanish without a trace.
except you'd still have that key.
the key that can unlock the darkness in my brain.
this poem is in honour of my teacher who wants me to know that i can talk to him. but it's nearing the end of the year and he may not be my teacher next year. i fear that if i tell him too much i won't be able to cope that next year he might be wandering around with the burden of my thoughts i selfishly put on him without being able to do much to help me. and that i won't be able to connect with another teacher like i have with him. so, in general, this poem isn't really about telling him about my issues. it's about the fact that i might lose his presence in my life and that he's one of the last things that's keeping me sane. this poem is about loss. XD sorry for the mini rant i just needed to get this out there y'know.
I walked in the rain to wash away my pain...
Surely releasing the effort was going in vain...
Rain drops submerges my tears away...
I see the trees supporting in my way...
This feeling of neglect by my loved ones...
Like thousand hands aiming me with guns...
How can I forget the backstabbing deeds...
O what a painful thought stabbed too deep...
Counting my steps towards my house...
Shall I really go in and be with the louse...
An ugly feeling seems to be flooding my mind...
Is my instincts leading me to a hidden land mine...
Shall I really care and abandon my thoughts...
I hoped to move on and will without any family knots...
Today I'm by myself away from glitches of past...
Away from people of such dramatic cast...
Please forgive me my dear
I can't stop my tears
It's flowing like a river in my face
I'll still remember our old good days
Please forgive me cause I can't stop loving you
Forgive me cause I'm still missing you
Writing this poem is all I can do
Even it kills me every time I remember you
But now. Please, still forgive me. .
Forgive me cause I will stop thinking about you
I will stop loving you like I used to
This is the last poem I will do for you
It's hard but this is the right thing to do
Forgetting and letting go of you. .
Rhymes in my Mind
Don't just sit
Rise, and pursue greatness.
Don't just watch
Go after what you want.
Don't just exist
Strive and start living.
Don't just dream
Work hard and aim for success.
Don't get tired
Keep hiking until you get to the peak.
The bitterness in your thoughts were evident in your eyes...
Its ok, somehow I knew it was all bunch of lies...
Vows, promises, loyalty just as well, I came to know...
That people of such virtue could fall so low as you...
Remember wise men have said, your fouls are watched by gods...
But don't you worry these sayings are only for odds...
A day shall come, when you might realise...
How selfish you were in losing me with your ugly disguise...
Well......life goes on :)
Clear this fog
O rushing winds
Take it further
On your daring fins
Warm my eyes
O steaming sun
So I can see
Atleast for once
Light never pierces
Through my sight
With no light
Hush, my heart
Don't feel down
Cheer up a little
Don't you frown
On the wings
Of the earliest flight
Dusk till dawn
It's never bright
Set a sail, O dear heart
Fear no fright ahead
Stir gently through the mist
So I can join the dead...
— The End —