19/F/The bottom of the ocean I look over at the screen that lights up my room, I could play a game... or watch something. I just want to sleep but my body won't let me... so here I lay, writing. 185 followers / 10.2k words
I want to kiss you at the end of each night and the beginning of every day, I wanna be there so you can see me smiling at the things you say.
I want to be there, acting ridiculous. Awkwardly laughing as I realize I'm being recorded. I want to be there again, waking you up to be embarrassed with that terrible video... I want to be there... next to you.
Up until my eyes are bloodshot. I think about my life until my stomach is in knots, I feel sad, happy, mad, sometimes it gets confusing. In the end I do fall asleep but tomorrow I know what's awaiting me.