The tattoo that lays
on the back of my neck,
no one has ever asked
what the meaning behind it is.

I kind of like that no one really knows.

I want to kiss you
at the end of each night
and the beginning of every day,
I wanna be there so you can see
me smiling at the things you say.

I want to be there, acting ridiculous.
Awkwardly laughing as I realize I'm being recorded. I want to be there again, waking you up to be embarrassed with that terrible video... I want to be there... next to you.

Up until my eyes are bloodshot.
I think about my life until my stomach is in knots,
I feel sad, happy, mad, sometimes it gets confusing.
In the end I do fall asleep but tomorrow I know what's awaiting me.

I smile over the thought
of just doing your laundry.

I miss you.

Sometimes I leave my computer on
when I'm trying to fall asleep at night...
it used to bother me greatly,
but now it just reminds me of when you were here.


The more I recall the
things you ranted,
the more angry I feel towards you,
and all the less enchanted.


Laying here in my bed,
which lays in my sweltering room.
Laying here moody,
until I start thinking about you.

My room is so hot I'm going to die.
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