The bloom of life green and prosperous
initial purpose to give life, stars in a news conference

the world isn't what it used to be
dull and grey, smoke coming from trees

the earth heating up as months go by
humans oh why don't we change, oh why?

if the bloom of life was in danger wouldn't you wanna help in this immense wager.

oh dear Silvia
why have you left us
dragging on the days you disappear
oh the nights go by and i stare at you why
comatose they call it
slipped away from these hands
Silvia made me take a stand

did you have to fall
made me crawl to you
oh dear Silvia how can i make it
without you


Silvia I’m here right now, watching you
holding you hand, i know i may have made a mistake
just wake and forget it all
all those worries
all that pain
i will help you take it all way

I know these years have all flown by there isn’t anything i could try
i have made a mistake
through the years i was dull, cut you off and became cull
we had everything in common

now the only thing familiar is you
the air we breathe is the only we share
all the kids they have you, have left me
oh Silvia I’m sorry for everything


come back to me honey
come back to me my wife
its all become lonely I’m sorry it was rough
but I’m here now just open your eyes open your eyes
come on baby
come on hunny
its a bright new day
ill never make you regret you stayed.


oh dear Silvia, i still love you
but watching you is making me wanna ,fade away
come back to us
come back to me

By Thomas Merton?
- The beginning of love is to let those we love to be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

A thought...
A reflection of ourselves is basically what we identify as soulmate, having someone like you who is perfectly made just for you. But the fact is nobody can really be truly be made for us as we have our own choices of who to love and who we choose therefore whoever you end up loving shouldn't be loved because they are like you but because you like them in ways they are different or similar to you.

Society
where teenagers are depressed no room to express but are bounded with insecurity. Stressed and no room to rest, obscene and filled with anxiety. Where people will judge give you hate on what you ate, wear and your weight. Theres no candy but drugs no time for a hug, just *** they say, “a one time thing” where there is no root of love and its ok its pleasure… Just a thing of the past and a thing to escape we cut, we cry get beaten and *****, forbid and made to believe that it will be okay. But it won’t because everything is weary and gray, its not about you and not about me its about the people they say. Complacency is tyrannical rage where you are manipulated since the early days, its life and humans who corrupted this day and age. Its GREED the envy shown with Green of other peoples lives, the rich who overly show they care when in reality is the coverup for greed and their desperation in possession of their rights to express what they want to say. But its never fair with your status in society there is always a price to pay. You can’t run, hide or wait so you have to play the game. Thats society so i hope you can replay, just try not to get anxiety and sure you’ll survive our one of our LITTLE  games…

( inspired by some poems i've read ) ( kinda like to rap it)