I sit all alone
In a place noone has ever  known
The thoughts running through my mind
Oh! Their eyes would be completely blind

The searing pain
Coming from my tiny vein
My lungs have fallen leaden
My senses they will soon deaden

As I hear the wind blow
I soon wonder where I will eventually go
My cat sits across from me
Wondering how long I'll be

I breathe in one last time
As I hear the old clock chime
Goodbye, Goodbye
It is now my time to die.


(not for real. Im not like that ><)

The bright blue sky
Against the waxing crescent moon
Glows as bright as a light
There is a  ****
Sitting on the right
And an oak tree
Standing in front
Then there is me
Waiting for the hunt

I feel it swelling up inside me
I can smell its stench
I want to let it out
I don't know how
This Rage is taking control of me
How do I stop it?

The time you and I danced
I felt a spark somewhere
The warmth and love in your eyes
I felt all shy inside
The moment when you kissed me for the first time
I felt loved
The best part about us
Was the way you held me when I cried.
That is my sweet, sweet memory.

When I walk through the halls
I feel like a ghost.
When I try to start a conversation
I am not noticed.
When I try to show someone something,
I am not payed attention to.
I feel Invisible.

When I sit in the halls by myself,
I am noticed.
When I read in the library,
I am smiled at.
When I am around you,
I feel anything but, Invisible.

Friends are people who help in everything you do
Friends are people who love you
Freinds are the special people God put on earth for us
Friends are worth more than any amount you can guess...

I hear the voice of the dove,
Singing its sorrowful song
Of what happened after
The mistakes I've made
To the people I loved
More than anything in the word.
The voice of the dove
Says to me suddenly,
"What you feel now is the pain you've caused
To many of people, whom you hurt."