I'm happy for you
Really, I mean it
There's nothing that I need more
Than to know you're doing alright

But I just... I can't help it...

Within the privacy of my own mind
I remind myself
That I will never have that kind of happiness
I will never get to live like that
And I want it so badly
I can't take it away from you
By letting you in on what I'm feeling

I take care of all of you
I make sure you’re all okay
And part of that job
Requires me to say,
“I’m fine”
When I know
You don’t have it in you
To take care of me

Do you think
Just for one single moment
I could forget I’m alone?
I’ll drink until I can’t think
I’ll cut open my wrists
I’ll do whatever it takes
Just... just help me forget...

Face is a screen where all your emotions are displayed.
1/5/2020

I hate love
I know I’m bitter
I’m alone
What do you expect?

I’d love to feel something

Anything