You want me to know
It's okay to show
I'm hurting
But sometimes it can feel like
everything in my whole life
is broken
You try to fix me up
but sometimes loving isn't enough
and I'm sorry
I'd surrender, if you wanted to know
I can't stop you when you go
You'll be better off without me.
There's nothing worse than a lost-cause. I feel like this a lot when people leave me, and I know It's my fault, because I won't allow them to help me and it turns into a hopeless battle. I can't be helped if I don't want it, so I just let people go.