Anger, sadness, hate
Rage at the world
When things don't go your way

Dyed hair and piercings
Multicoloured eyes
How easy it is
To make an enemy of he world

Stop.....

What reason is there behind that rage?
Why have you built in your heart a cage?
Has somehing thought to apply to the depressed
Become the newest fashion craze?

Does teen mean emo?
Goth?
When did the word teen mean self hating poems written in the dark

Teen.....

What does teen really mean
If today it means following the craziest fashion craze
If it means pretending or imagining issues so I can complain like everyone else.

I don't want to be a teen.

I just want to be me

you said I was a fallen angel
but I realized the only reason that I fell
was because you clipped my wings.
Suffocating in the sadness
that kept me high,
I long eternally to die.
Seal my fate
and cross my heart
and hope to die
promise me when i die,
that you won't cry.
Swear on your grave you
won't miss me when I'm gone.
I spoke in silence but you didn't hear the screams
Your always in my dreams I can't get you out of my head
But now that you're gone
I can once again sleep like the dead.

We were states of matter
until we had chemistry
a pure of mix elements causing eradication
and more like atomic radiation
we were powerful
an affective pair

then biology taught me
to value every heart beat of yours
every tissue to cells
every cytoplasm to mitochondria

and that Czechoslovakia
that you were from
had a capital named Prague
during world history
but nothing interesting than your story
during our midnight phone call

then mathematics taught me to calculate the distance between us
and physics showed me our chance of collision in every single velocity

I have used all kinds of formulas I learnt to solve our problem

but dear

I got the answer of
good bye

Good bye,
High School.

Why do I freak out
Why do my senses collapse
Why do I feel like I'm the problem
Why do I feel hated
Why do I feel looked down on
Why can't I rest
Why can't I fix it all
Why can't I take some time
To adjust the bomb I know will go off
If one more spark flies at me.
Alone is sometimes what I need
Why can't people understand that

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen, fifteen.**
i'll be see as more older and mature,
though i don't think that's in my nature.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
i'll be able to drive,
that's my biggest fear hopefully i survive, and maybe i'll grow a couple
of inches; and be tall enough to dive into the five feet at the pool.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
and i'll be expieriencing things in so many different ways.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
and i can't wait to see
the art grow within in me
even more.

in a couple of days
i'll be fifteen,
and i'm ready to explore
this new age im soon to be.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
am i ready?