5** Years
1825 Days
43800 Hours
2628000 Minutes
157680000 Seconds
Of my life.
That is how much you took from me.
The time I spent dying.
That is how much I gave for you.
The time I spent trying.
That is how long that I have dreamed.
The time I spent away.
That is how long it took me to understand.
The time I spent delayed.
Forever doesn't seem so long,
Once the water finally clears.
The filth all swept down the drain,
With imaginary tears.
The story of the hero,
Though mournful to behold,
Does bring to light a glorious end,
The one I soon will hold.
Five long, sad, years,
Spent in something like misery.
They shaped the person I've become,
They defined the who of me.
They cured me of all weakness,
Of hope and love and light.
They broke me down and built me up.
Inspiring confidence to flight.
Nearly two thousand days,
Not one did miss a thought of you.
Such emotion did they inspire!
But alas I made it through.
I know those days to be over,
For you are left behind.
Twenty four hours passed,
Not a hint of you on my mind.
Forty thousand hours,
What a joke that number seems.
Yet over ten thousand,
Spent seeing you in my dreams.
Now hours are spent alive,
Full bodied and whole.
None spent lost in hopeless dreams,
Warm bodies against the cold.
Millions of minutes you ruled my heart,
You who governed my desire.
I laugh aloud at the thoughts,
Of the weakness you inspired.
Looking back at me, I can see,
Each moment spent a mistake.
But as is the nature of such things,
Those again I'll never make.
A hundred million seconds.
That is how long I loved you.
Up until the very last,
I knew it to be true.
Like forbidden fruit on sweetest vine,
I truly wished to partake.
But through the years, days, hours, minutes, seconds,
You were my biggest mistake.