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Emilie 7d
end
if you open any old dictionary
and search for the word “end”
you may find so many definitions
for three letters in the thin yellowing paper
sitting still as they have been for so long.
three letters that will forever remain
stained forever as an encumbrance,
forcing me to believe
that everything is but a straight line
that at some point is cut off
and usually gets lost along the way
long before then.
Emilie Aug 5
pov
what i see
is a completely separate being
moving in the mirror.
i watch you spit toothpaste
into the sink
and cry off your makeup
that i saw you spend hours on
this morning.
i’m stuck
in a two-dimensional buzz
and i watch my body do the things
i should be doing every day.
Emilie Aug 5
my teeth
              are thick blocks
                                         of white.
that only seem to find pleasure in
interrupting my speech
and my smile.
they chatter while broken
      words
          and phrases
crawl hesitantly out of my mouth.
i carefully mold the definitions
and the
wrenching metaphors
into clay that’ll dry up in the sun, and
      drop
              like a pin.
and i feel my bones come together
in my state that i call my own
                  plucking
           my eyelashes off
clipping the idea of being full grown.
i ignore the fact that some things are inevitable, always cautious not to be too aware
Emilie Jul 30
your F major eyes
are a color only i can see
for that reason i am fully convinced
you only made them just for me.

the ghost of your fingers
still lingers on my guitar strings today
the ones i still strum
with the things i’m scared to say

i no longer hear your F major eyes
nor can i listen to your G minor hands
your E major skin
i’m doing what i can

but now under all the harmonies
the only melody i hear makes me sad
i’m only playing loudly because
silence drives me mad
Emilie Jul 26
i’m standing here
with my own body
i am inside, or rather, i am
a dome of bacteria and flesh.
is there even a difference
between being something
and being within it
that i, a dome of bacteria and flesh,
may understand?
my thoughts correlate with my
sentences upon sentences
thriving in the same state

that i am something.
i feel like i am a machine, a ball of bacteria and flesh only made to survive. am i myself or an organism?
Emilie Jul 21
the clouds continue to amaze me
edges of silk and cream
i used to want to lie down on a cloud
fall asleep, and dream.

now that i’m older i know
that i’m unable to nap on clouds
to float in the smooth luxury
is to fall on the cold, hard ground.
when i was younger, i could easily expect things to work out well. now that i’m older i feel the need to worry about every result possible.
  Jul 16 Emilie
Didda
i wonder if i dont seem complex,
if i am the definition of the mold,
if i can no longer be seen as moss and just become the wallpaper.
i wonder if that will keep others glance off of me.
i wonder if i become the definition of boring,
could I finally exist as one being.
and be content with the fact that i exist.
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