Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
5.2k · Dec 2018
R Dec 2018
Yes i am selfish
selfish to talk to you
To seek your company
When i want nothing to do with you

I seek for your attention
To want to be heard
To tell my pain  
And clear my brain  

So selfish to not care that you have a girl
Because i,all i want is to be heard
To spill truth
That still hurts
And tell you words
Which no one has ever heard
4.2k · Aug 2018
Here’s why
R Aug 2018
The curves of her body were something
That caught his eyes
Not her words or smile
The look he gave her showed desire
To make her his even if it was just for a night
Her satin yellow dress was too appealing
Hugging her body exactly right
He went up to her to greet her
Ask her to speak to him and give her his number and drop some cheesy lines
but that broken bird had a shield around her
After all she just again had learnt how to fly
And once had been broken enough to let anyone else ever call her mine
4.2k · Dec 2018
R Dec 2018
This pain ages old
Which follows me everywhere i go
This life full of secrets
Stories untold
The bag full of screams
And memories that I can’t let go
What a journey life is
But now all i wanna do is let it go
To commit a sin
So sinful
That will truely set me free
Free from this bag
Which i am not able to throw away
And be free
There are few memories that no matter what you can never let go, they might have occurred when you were a child but they don’t let you go no matter how hard you try
2.7k · Nov 2018
R Nov 2018
Hey girl
Why you sitting alone?
What is bothering you so much?
Please don’t say I don’t know
Why you so sad?
Even when you go out
You sit in a coner
And look down
Tell me girl what’s wrong?
Why you wanna be alone?
Oh god stop it with your I don’t know
Because you should know
Girl please tell me
Maybe i can help
What do you mean you don’t need any help?  
Fine fine i am leaving
You don’t need to be such a drama queen
****** attention seeker
You are just a wanna be
How come you don’t know what’s going on in your own mind?
She leans towards him
And smiles
With whisky in her breath
She whispers in his ears
I don’t know
And you don’t need to know why
At times we don’t know what is bothering  us
1.9k · Feb 2019
R Feb 2019
Maybe somedays i sit and cry alone
Maybe somedays i run around and try
Not to be alone
Maybe i am something which people call mystery
Maybe i am a ***** with a long history
Maybe i am just a confused soul who doesn’t want to get f*cked up

Maybe someday I’ll learn to be soft
Maybe something like a walnut?
Pun intended
667 · Jun 2017
R Jun 2017
She was the one who fished out my heart from the black hole of pain and sorrow and I was the one who scarified her for my final escape.
at times we do things to others we promised we would never do after it happened to us, random thought
526 · Jun 2017
R Jun 2017
Maybe it’s the scares you gave me,
That keep reminding of you,
Your words that cut though me so deep
That left forever open wounds,
My story says you hurt me so badly,
But my silly heart still keeps calling out for you.
this poem has nothing to do with my life atm but maybe once upon a time it did or in future it might :P
427 · Aug 2019
R Aug 2019
Sometimes it’s funny how your own body feels like it’s too heavy to lift
But you are ready to lift others up with a smile
With a burning cigarette in your mouth
You look for comfort
Sometimes it’s funny how that comfort is what hurts the most
Small talks feel deep like the ocean
Where you get lost
Sometimes it’s funny how you even manage to put up that fake smile
To put on clothes and wear your heels
And dance the whole night
Sometimes It’s funny how you spiral down darkness
And next morning you act like it was all a lie
Sometimes it’s funny how you laugh about all this
And act like you are alright
348 · Aug 2019
The smell in my breath
R Aug 2019
Why do i drink so much? I ask me
Because I don’t wanna forget
I tell me
I don’t wanna forget how it feels to be happy
Don’t wanna forget how it feels to cry
Don’t wanna forget how it feels to have feelings
When i lay motionlessly under the sky
The sweet sweet taste of whiskey i sip
Makes me recall how it feels to be carefree
Reminds me it’s ok to be reckless and fall
It’s ok to have feelings
That burning alcohol
Just makes me feel free
From the shield i have created
So effortlessly
It makes me feel again
The sensation of a tear rolling down my chin
It makes me feel again
All the emotions which i now call sins
I am not romanticizing my sadness
Just telling you my story
Why i sip neat whiskey
Early in the morning
It’s not for you
I do it for me
Sip whiskey alone and try to sleep
317 · Jun 2017
R Jun 2017
How cruel is the world to **** someone's dream,
And chop down one's wing.
To fill someone's life with so much struggle that they stop believing'
How cruel is this world to fill tears in the eyes that dared to dream
So cruel to make them quit their so loved passion and dreams...
313 · May 2017
Reality check
R May 2017
Today I sat there and looked at the mirror
I saw someone I didn't recognize
Someone who was full of anger and pain
Someone out of her own light
Who was she I asked myself
Her face seemed known yet alien
Her firm hands then started to shiver
She ran her fingers through her silky brown hair
Maybe it was an act to show like she no longer cared
I kept asking who is she to myself
Her eyes rolled out few tears but her lips gave out a grin
What could have caused her so much pain I asked myself
Today I sat there in front of a mirror and couldn't recognize myself
Today I sat in front of a mirror and saw someone else...
309 · Jul 2017
R Jul 2017
This pain i feel,
This emptiness that makes  my eyes water,
This sadness which has swallowed my soul,
Is something you can never feel,
The feeling I want to get rid of,
At times i think i left it all behind,
But it keeps finding a way back,
And says "i am home"
292 · May 2017
R May 2017
He was there and so was she,
He had just arrived and she was all set to leave,
He looked at her
And thought “maybe she won’t leave”
But he stood there like a buffoon
And watched her clear her way
“Maybe next time “
She thought rolling her suitcase,
I will stay,
If things decide not to be so very complicated.

at times you need to leave to sort out things and remind them your worth
283 · Jun 2017
truly untitled
R Jun 2017
So this is a story with no ending, no lies trust me it’s a never-ending story a story without a plot, just a quest to be satisfied from all that one is craving for and an endless cycle of lust.....
thats what life is
10 · 8h
R 8h
So i am back from a far away land,
A land which felt like was made for me,
It gave me joy more than ever,
The same land which once made me question me.
I am happy about the  turbulence which once occurred,
Because now all i feel nothing but peace,
Now i have my head held up high,
And i take pride in who i am,
And who i want to be.

— The End —