My 2am drunk phone call.
Underage ***** in a park.
'Don't tell mum' I plead you
'That I stayed out after dark'.

My shoes in your hand
And your shoes on my feet.
You tell me I'm not broken,
You make me feel complete.

I can't express the sense of pride
I feel to share your genes.
You'll never know my love for you
Or just how much you mean.

*** *** ***
Big ***** ***
***** so big
It knocking on your door
Hoes going low
Pay checks gettin higher
*** better cool off,
******* *** is on fire

After seeing you
for the first time
in a long time,
You certainly didn't hold up
as well in reality
as you did in my mind
and I don't know whether
to be saddened
or relieved. . . .
but it will
help to secede
from the memories
that have been
tearing at me
Even though
there is part of my being
wishing I didnt give in
after seeing
where I said you belong
has done to you.
Even the most elegant bird
loses her feathers
when encaged for too long
And I no longer wish
to peek through the wire.

I am fourteen
and my skin has betrayed me
the boy I cannot live without
still ***** his thumb
in secret
how come my knees are
always so ashy
what if I die
before morning
and momma's in the bedroom
with the door closed.

I have to learn how to dance
in time for the next party
my room is too small for me
suppose I die before graduation
they will sing sad melodies
but finally
tell the truth about me
There is nothing I want to do
and too much
that has to be done
and momma's in the bedroom
with the door closed.

Nobody even stops to think
about my side of it
I should have been on Math Team
my marks were better than his
why do I have to be
the one
I have nothing to wear tomorrow
will I live long enough
to grow up
and momma's in the bedroom
with the door closed.

Nothing forever beauty means nothing we all just suffer,bring it to others but don’t bother ‘cause i’ll be fine.

I’m wrapped in vines, smothered by this guilt I’ll never be fine unless you’re by my side. I can never be myself again, stupidity is getting more common it makes my ******* skin crawl. I think I might fall back, sleep forever until my mind clears I'm not the girl I used to be soft and sweet, rugged and worn out this will be it I hate this ****

I’m so sick of being tired all the time laying in my bed feeling dead where have all the days gone? Wake up in the middle of the night thinking it all went away, but not a slight chance that might happen


anxiety creeping up I rub my eyes it’s making me blind, of all the beauty in the world i think I’m trapped, trapped in my mind.

i’m not the girl I used to be soft and sweet.

Come here darling ‘cause I feel all so alone without you, my life crumbling like a sandcastle getting hit by the forceful waves screaming out your name. You’ve cleared the mess from chest, the mess from my head your beauty is the only thing keeping me sane. Lost in the woods you have found me you’re what I always wanted to be but failed. The love you give me is like nothing else, so come here darling I feel so lost without you

Lost, lost, lost, (fading out)

If only you knew what it’s like in this ******* awful mind, thinking all the time,

you make me sane, darling. Sane sane sane sane.

You came in not knowing you left the door open, letting the wind take you I hear you screaming my name as you fade out, I’ve been so lost without you darling, so lost lost lost lost lost (fading out).

If you can hear my voice through the crackling wind

if you can suffice never seeing life again

then why live?

why go through it an empty vessel of trapped illusions

fake faith, when you never you'll never escape

the jaws of god and all that he takes, ripping out

your "So-called" faith

it's like ****, when they rob the cradle

and take the bank