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Ron Gavalik Oct 2018
Today, my Jewish brothers and sisters
in the greatest city on Earth
were gunned down by a man
poisoned with hatred,
that bitter hit of political rage.
Tonight, imperfect souls will gather
to hug and weep and scream.
As we gaze upon so many fierce tears,
I pray we absolutely never
go quietly into that goodnight.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jan 2019
There’s a psychopath
at every job, a guy ready
to talk your ear off about socks
or a woman who admits
she has a fetish for hairy *****.
I met them in restaurants,
on construction sites,
and in bland offices.
As time went on,
the psychos disappeared.
I mentioned this to a coworker.
He stared at me cold,
the way I once looked at a guy
who went on and on
about his ****** addiction.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jul 2017
During mass on Sunday mornings
we would recite the Act of Contrition,
a prayer to request forgiveness of sins.
In humble voices, we asked for absolution
from God and from each other,
before the priest blessed the eucharist.
Most of our sins were encouraged in a world on fire,
but we owned up to them every week.
Hatred of our brothers and sisters,
the best drugs and the juiciest hookers,
these were our only escapes
from the bosses, the bills, the tax collectors.

Sin was how we stopped the perpetual slide
into total madness,
and the Act of Contrition,
that was how we kept our sins
from eating us alive.
Reminiscent.
Ron Gavalik Nov 2018
A terrible lover is similar
to a terrible piece of chicken.
You can choke it down
as expected, or cast
the remnants away
and move on.
Neither option is ideal,
but only one
is grounded in truth.

—Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jan 2019
Lily's hands were soft.
Her red nail polish
didn't contain even one chip.
As that dame stroked
the inside of my thigh,
the scent of an agenda
lingered on her breath.
So I started the car.
We didn't speak five words
during the ride back.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Apr 2015
A man sits diagonally in front of me
to my left in the diner
Over his shoulder, I see
he’s navigating Facebook
on a cheap laptop
Behind him, I’m writing this poem
Every 13 seconds a notification rings
He has a Facebook message
The notifications are messages from a woman
She types heart shapes in place of words
It is the standard online flirtation
that has replaced real relationships
He is quite popular
as he eats toast with purple jelly
and sits alone

People once came to diners
to chain smoke cigarettes
and drink pots of coffee
and think
and talk
and read poetry
We didn’t have much
but we had each other
Now we’re individuals
who sit in silence
alone

Some of us get chat notifications
Some of us write poems
All of us still get the coffee
and the toast
with purple jelly
To be included in my next collection, **** River Sins.
Ron Gavalik Sep 2016
I will *******
and then
I will leave
to never return

I'm honest, yet frightened
of your prison
I'm weak and lost
buried under layers of sin

I'm unpredictable
exciting and dreadful
and I know
you will always
remember
me
Ron Gavalik Jun 2017
I loved you
every single day
especially those nights
you ******
other men
You’re better than me
but you kept coming
back for more
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Ron Gavalik Sep 2018
A lone black ant scurried
across the tile floor in the coffee shop.
Far from its colony, the ant marched
courageously on its journey
to find food and water for others.
Halfway across the barren floor,
the ant stopped. It turned to look
back at the road traveled, and then
turned to view the road to come.
The ant appeared lost
in thought or prayer.

After careful consideration,
that black ant continued its trek
across the desert landscape.
It would either fulfill its task
or risk death in the glorious attempt.
Fear, ever present, would not
control the ant’s short life
or be allowed to corrupt
its moral truth.
Ron Gavalik Feb 2018
I opened the door at a diner
to leave after a late night meal.
A cold blast of winter air
startled a guy who stood five feet away.
"Sorry," he said, without really looking at me,
as if the word was a knee-**** response
that lacked any thought or meaning.

Days later, I still have no idea
why the guy apologized.
In the social media age,
kindness and humility
have been replaced
with intimidation, approval,
and the seductive allure
of narcissistic validation.
Ron Gavalik Jul 2018
On the bicycle trail, a middle-aged
woman in spandex biking gear
had her bike flipped upside down.
I dismounted next to her.
“You need a hand?”
She kept her eyes fixed
on her bike wheel. “Why do I need
your help?” Her voice was filled
with contempt. “It’s only a flat.”
I didn’t respond.
Pedaling along the river,
I made the decision
to keep offering assistance.
Someday I’d need it.

-Ron Gavalik
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Ron Gavalik Sep 2018
After a passionate night,
she asked me to drop her off
at the job. I pulled up to the curb
and watched her step out
into the drizzle. I gazed
at her hips as she strolled
to the door, but the car behind me
blew its horn. The reality
brought me back to Earth.
Our date had ended.

-Ron Gavalik
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Ron Gavalik Jul 2016
If you let the ******* get you down,
you deserve to be down.
It's that simple.
While the mad howl
into the void
of restless summer nights,
bad *******
sip cool drinks
in confident silence.

Bad *******
laugh when others weep,
feast when others hunger,
they **** long and deep
the angels others crave.

Bad ******* die
far more often,
worn from the continual fight,
broken by the drama
of never-ending
women.

In rebirth,
bad ******* learn
to wring out every last drop
of a whiskey flawed life.
Then and only then
do blood red skies,
that musky scent of wet ****,
or these typed words
have any real meaning
or significance.
Reflection.
Ron Gavalik Feb 2016
At the Bernie Sanders rally on Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Day in Alabama, a middle-aged woman in the crowd fell to the floor from illness. The entire rally silenced. All 7,000 attendees turned their focus to her welfare. When the medics arrived, the crowd erupted into cheers, a heroes’ welcome. The people then applauded the ill woman once she regained the ability to walk out of the event.

Two weeks prior, at a rally for the authoritarian populist Donald Trump, three white men stomped a black man. He’d worn a t-shirt that read 'Black Lives Matter.'
Observation of the political realm in 2016.
Ron Gavalik Oct 2018
Everything is better when drunk
on whiskey and ginger ale.
Paying bills, *******, music,
even listening to the screams
of former lovers curse you
into damnation.
Fashionable liars prefer beer.
Poets who write in meter
and rhyme, they drink wine.
I am not most poets.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Nov 2019
Keep your back straight
when walking in the rain.
You'll have a better view
of the frightened rats
who scurry for the salvation
you've already found
within yourself.

–Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
For many years on the Friday after Thanksgiving
my oldest friend and I,
along with about one hundred other heavy readers,
stood on the sidewalk before dawn's first light
in front of a local used bookstore.
While we patiently waited in the freezing cold
for the shop to open, the manager gave us hot coffee
and his appreciation for our mutual passion
of the written word.

Huddled in shivering groups,
we allies of imagination discussed poetry,
comics, novels, and the world’s rich history.
While serious shoppers trampled each other
over big screen televisions and trendy new toys
inside mall electronics stores,
we found comfort, friendship
in our celebration of literature.
Ron Gavalik Nov 2018
I’ve never preferred turkey.
That bland taste is the reminder
of the bland jobs and the lovers
with bland imaginations.
When we give thanks,
I bow my head in reverence
for the perpetual fight.
That dash of ferment
snatches a glimmer of life
from the march toward
our insipid decline.

—Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jul 2014
Living among family
is a constant barrage
of chaos
love
and guilt.
We hope and search
for tranquility
only to discover
it does not
exist.
Ron Gavalik Aug 2019
Dating is a blood sport
where one must scrape for life.
If the match is won,
you help each other limp
together as champions
through the struggles of time.
If the game is lost,
you stare out windows
alone, always wondering
about the life
that could have been
had you triumphed.

–Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Aug 2017
The moment the mind floats
on two shots of bourbon
our physical and mental ailments,
the stress of bills, the job,
and our resentment for ex-lovers
clocks out for the evening.
Don't worry.
The **** storm will return
in the morning,
but that break and a quick prayer
gives us the tools
to withstand the storm.
Thoughts
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
Standing on a street corner
during afternoon rush hour,
one can see the despair
of people who attempt
to temporarily escape their prisons
for one night.
Ron Gavalik May 2019
In the pursuit of truth
and justice and growth,
we cannot celebrate our angels
without acknowledging our demons.
Each of us are flawed humans.
We are magnificent disasters.
In our mutual struggles to breathe
and survive a mad world,
every step we take
and every word we speak
is a work of art.

–Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik May 2018
In a cloud of humid, summer smoke
at a local bar, a brunette in a little black skirt
chatted and laughed hard among a group
of friends or co-workers while she nursed
the last ounce of a draft
from a clear plastic cup.

That skirt showed off her thick, muscular legs.
All over her calves and up her thighs were little cuts,
patches of red skin, and bruises.
Made up in dark eye shadow and lipstick,
the dame stood out among the workers
in mechanic uniforms and fast food smocks.

I made my way toward the group
and slid in beside her.
‘Can I get you another beer?’
The woman gave me a quick once over,
her expression quickly turned to a half frown.
‘How do you know I’m single?’
she said. ‘I might be married to him.’
She then pointed to a guy in her group,
twice her age and in a ***** flannel shirt.
‘I’ll take my chances.’

She stared at me for a few seconds,
the gears cranking behind her brown eyes,
deciding if a fat, bald stranger was worth her evening.
‘If you’re buying, I’m drinking,’ she said
and then laughed from the gut.

‘So, what do you do?’ she said.
‘I’m a writer.’
‘Oh yeah? What have you written?’
‘Nothing you’ve read,’ I said.
I’ve always despised explaining my work.
‘You any good at writing?’
‘I’m excellent, but listen,
what’s with those bruises on your legs?
Are you okay?’

‘I work in a warehouse,’ she said.
‘Gotcha.’
‘You know the best thing about that job?’
‘What’s that?’ I said.
‘I don't take it home with me.
All those doctors and executives get ****** up
on drugs to sleep and work. All I do is work
and then I take my *** home.’

I took sip of whiskey and ginger ale,
and then decided to share some truth.
‘Everyone takes their work home, baby.’
‘I’m not your baby.’
‘Some of us keep our hands clean
and pollute our minds until madness takes us.
Others destroy their bodies to stay sane.
Either way, we take it home,
we live our jobs at night, on weekends,
at church, even on vacation.’

Not surprisingly, that beautiful woman
did not come home with me
or share her number.
Ron Gavalik Mar 2018
I lived with my grandparents
as a boy before kindergarten.
My grandfather, a union boilermaker,
always left for the job early in the morning before I woke.
In the evenings, pap would stumble through
the back door, covered in soot, exhausted.
Sometimes I'd run up to him and hug his leg,
a sign of appreciation, true love.
Pap always laughed in delight at the affection
and then he’d pat my back in approval.

As I clung to pap’s ***** work pants,
the sharp smell of burnt metal filled my world.
It was the scent of the Rust Belt
that often hung in the air around the steel mills
and so many manufacturing centers.
That familiar smell reflected the gritty region,
its culture of hard day labor and heavy Sunday dinners,
the only way of life we understood.

Fifteen years later, sitting together
on pap’s back porch next to his stack of books,
his retirement library, the metallic scent was gone,
along with the steel mills and the rail yards.
‘I miss that smell,’ I said.
Pap kind of frowned and rolled his eyes
in that way when we hear the young and naive
speak without wisdom or experience.
‘I don’t,’ he said.
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
At the bus stop,
a chubby girl of about 10 or 11
in rainbow colored leg warmers
danced and spun around like a ballerina.
Her mother, dressed in blue hospital scrubs,
sat on the bench and watched.
A smile formed beneath her weary eyes,
revealing a small joy after a hard day.
Another woman in a business suit said,
‘She does well for such a heavy girl.’
The mother politely nodded
and then pulled out her smartphone.
Her smile vanished.
Ron Gavalik Jul 2014
I needed cash for diapers.
The boss smelled
my desperation.
‘Muck out the floor drains.’
They stunk of *****.
No one else did it,
only me.
Ron Gavalik Sep 2018
I’ve always preferred women
strong enough to not give the finger.
In a world of ugly cowards
and beautiful charlatans,
the dames who stroll by
with good posture,
they really got it
where it counts.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik May 2018
When a man can hear
a woman's screams and sobs
thunder across an empty parking lot,
from a lone truck
partly hidden by the blanket of night,
that man is faced with a choice.
He can ignore the cries
and continue to move forward,
or he can turn and fight.
Such terrible options are rarely requested,
and no matter which decision he makes
that man will be haunted
during the quiet moments
for the rest of his life.
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Ron Gavalik Aug 2017
Gazing at the city skyline at night
through the living room window
brings peace to raging thoughts.
From a distance, all one sees are lights,
they twinkle peacefully
against a black curtain.

The rapists and the drunkards,
the hookers and the fascists,
they're all hidden in the landscape,
right below the surface.

If we allow them to ****** us,
even for one succulent moment,
they will consume every last ounce
of our reason, our purpose,
and leave us in madness.
Thoughts.
Ron Gavalik Jul 2014
While writing, a college girl
walked out of a nearby can.
‘You were in there a while,’ I said.
‘You’re not funny.’
‘Yes I am.’
‘*******.’
Ron Gavalik Dec 2018
Christmas shopping,
much like a belt of whiskey
or a short vacation,
gives us a chance to unplug
from the daily anxiety.
Transported from the grind,
we take simple pleasures
in considering the lives
of those around us,
the others.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Dec 2018
Sitting on the cellar steps,
it was difficult to not admire
the rainwater that flowed
with determination across the floor.
Powerless to stop the flood,
I made a choice
to enjoy the fresh perspective.
So many others made feeble attempts
to control the inevitable
with sandbags and prayers.
I took a hit of whiskey
and then communed
with the storm.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jan 2016
I only think about you
at night
when consciousness
surrenders to regret
Madness then swims free
in a polluted oil
of memories
we call sin
Experience Hot Metal Tonic, ******!
Ron Gavalik Apr 2015
Everybody wants the train wreck
the car crash
the big fire
No one knows why
It's simple
We must feel
the consequences
of life
or lose it
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
At the mall on the weekend
before Thanksgiving,
the army of American consumers
window shop, they browse,
they survey the battlefield.
Young women with similar shoes,
and similar hair, and similar politics
huddle in groups to plan
the impending attack next Friday.
Their body language indicates confidence.
Victory will be theirs.
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
At the mall on the weekend
before Thanksgiving,
an army of American consumers
window shop, they browse,
they survey the battlefield.
Young women with similar shoes,
and similar hair, and similar politics
huddle in groups to plan
the impending attack the next Friday.
Their body language indicates confidence.
Victory will be theirs.
Ron Gavalik Jul 2018
Drunk on the orange light of dusk.
High on drink in a thick glass.
Cocooned in cigar smoke that hovers,
it carries the scent of a sweet menace.
The best part is knowing your ***** hang
out of sweaty boxers on the back stoop
while the neighbor lady stares
out the window, ashamed
of the visual **** of her orderly life.
At that moment, you realize, that's it baby.
The concert of life has reached its crescendo.
A spontaneous smile begins to form,
as you also begin to understand,
that's all you ever wanted
in the first place.

-Ron Gavalik
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Ron Gavalik Jan 2019
A dead Christmas tree
was set out with a neighbor's trash.
It lay sideways, stripped
of half its needles.
A brown cat sniffed
one of its branches,
but then sauntered away.
All relationships eventually
lose their charm.

-Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Jan 2018
‪The bourbon we pour‬
‪after a hard day on the job‬
‪is our liquid salvation.‬
‪The workers who labor long hours‬
‪to grow the wealth of our betters,‬
‪we swallow this magic elixir‬
‪to help us cope, to forget‬
‪lost opportunities,‬
‪so many lost lovers,‬
‪and our daily sins.‬
Ron Gavalik Dec 2017
Quiet men of ability,
but of limited intellect,
they go to their jobs
and they laugh with their children.
These men of dignity, of character,
they suffer a world
that has proven difficult
to manage, or even comprehend.
Ridiculed as rapists and enemies,
these men retreat to powerful trucks
and bedroom vaults
that contain the many weapons
they believe to be
their saving grace.
Ron Gavalik May 2015
Sipping midnight whiskey behind the typer,
staring at a blank spot on the wall,
fingers frozen to the keyboard in mid-sentence,
another wave of anguish
floods the mind.

The spot on the wall is a sounding board
to rail against enemies
and debate ideas,
and howl the cries of a madman
who will forever ponder
damaged souls left
in his wake.

Sins committed once belonged to others.
Then I learned how to inflict pain
in my own style.
Now, regrets languish
in *****-soaked reflections.
They stir quiet torment,
a just retribution
for honest men
To be included in my next collection, **** River Sins.
Ron Gavalik Sep 2016
I loved her face
until her eyes narrowed
in disgust
and her red lips
spewed cringing hate
That's when I knew
beauty does not exist
All we have
is *** and
survival
Memory.
Ron Gavalik Jul 2017
A young man with ***** hands
walked into the bar.
He sat next to a blonde
of about the same age
and ordered a beer.
"Don't even try to talk to me,"
she said in an arrogant tone.
The young man didn't speak.
Defeated, he climbed off the stool.
He took a pull from the beer
and then dropped a crinkled fiver.
As he walked out the door,
the girl laughed out loud.
She showed us all
who was boss.
Observation.
Ron Gavalik Nov 2017
In the bookstore cafe,
an old man in a ***** blue winter coat
struggled to eat an oversized chocolate cupcake
and sip at a small coffee.
His hands and thighs shook uncontrollably
as he focused more on safeguarding
his dignity, by not smearing the frosting
across his wrinkled face,
rather than enjoying the expensive treat.
The mall rats at neighboring tables
wore expressions of pity
for the man,
for his limitations.
He and I, we knew the truth,
that once he finished that cupcake
and downed that coffee,
he moved on with his day
a champion.
Ron Gavalik Mar 2019
Inside the café, a cute artist
with blackened fingertips
sketched in her notebook.
A handsome boy took the next table
and waited patiently for a chat.
Sketching with a fervor,
oblivious to her surroundings,
that artist and I shared a truth.
Imagination is often preferable
to the daily realities
****** upon us.

–Ron Gavalik
Ron Gavalik Aug 2016
Dames, man
It's always the dames
that drain your
heart
wallet
and the will
to carry on
At least
they please
the senses
Quick thought
Ron Gavalik Aug 2018
The clerk behind the coffee counter,
she stares out the window
onto the sunny street, lost in thought.
Her half smile on that young face
is an art exhibit of a daydream
about a possible future.
An old woman at a nearby table,
she stares out the same window.
Her eyes glossed over,
they indicate she's remembering
the good moments long past.
The coffee shop daydreamers
have much in common.

-Ron Gavalik
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Ron Gavalik May 2018
Calling out dead poets
as sexists or rapists or users
is the opposite of woke enlightenment.
The poet’s job is not to censor
his experiences or his madness
for sanitized comforts.
The poet’s truth is his gift
of insight, a naked wisdom
of hard love and difficult choices.
Narrow fools so often absorb
this sweat and blood poured onto the page.
After their souls are satisfied,
that’s when the fools unsheath
the long sword of ignorance
and ****** the blade square
in the poet’s back.
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Ron Gavalik Sep 2019
Old lady perfume
wafts through the café.
The smell of wildflowers
rolled through baby powder
baffles me. That scent
is an asexual surrender
of life and love.
That stink is the active ******
of the will to go on.
It is malevolence
in the wind.

–Ron Gavalik
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