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Rae Lynn Sopper Oct 2018
I am from dark hallways filled with shadows of yesterday's memories,

From hallowed corners where the broken once stood.

I am from holes in the walls from last night's treacheries,

From the rain of a daughter's thoughts about leaving, wishing she could.

I am from sleepless nights spent pondering many things,

From being swallowed by consciousness.

I am from loud silences that simple uncaring beings,

From sweet-nothings presented by a yellow sun's boldness.

I am from realization and regret,

From bad memories you won't forget.

I am from apologies and changes,

From hugs, kisses and make ups.

I am from new loving exchanges,

From helping hands and caring buildups.

I am from fresh starts and whole hearts,

From family and being happy.

I was from dark hallways filled with shadows of yesterday's memories,

I am from dark to light.
Rae Lynn Sopper Oct 2018
Help I'm trapped,

held behind the strong bars of my fear,

locked in the cell of my consciousness.

Help I'm hidden,

shrinking away into the depths of my soul,

drowning slowly in the layers of my heart.

Help I'm scared,

I am being held prisoner within my mind,

sentenced to death by my brutal insecurities.

Help I'm alone,

locked away with but one cellmate,

locked away with only my thoughts as company.

Help I'm being held prisoner.
Rae Lynn Sopper Dec 2017
I fell in love with a Liar
One that hurt me and betrayed me
It made me feel like I was special and unique

I fell in love with a Monster
One that scared me and hid from me
It welcomed me with a warm smile and open arms

I fell in love with a Phony
One that cheated me and scammed me
It held promises for a beautiful and prosperous future

I fell in love with a Demon
One that tore and ripped me apart
It had seemed so sweet and sincere

I fell in love with an Illness
I fell in love with Anorexia
I fell in love with a killer
Thankfully . . . I'm no longer in love
Rae Lynn Sopper Dec 2017
Pretty, ugly, smart, stupid, ****, loser, criminal, black, white, perfect, wrong, addict, outcast, normal, and freak.
What does it matter?
We use stereotypes to classify each other,
To separate ourselves into different groups.
I remember when I was young that I was never in dresses, skirts, or nail polish, and I didn't like pink.
I was treated as one of the guys, and that was how I liked it.
Then I got into school, where I was told I was wrong.
I was supposed to wear skirts, I was supposed to love dresses, and I was supposed to like pink.
I became a freak, an outcast because I didn't.
They categorized me,
I became nothing more than a title, as did everyone else who walked through the door.
We live life and whether we like it or not,
When we see someone we mentally sort them and tell them who they are supposed to be.
And heaven forbid they don't fit where they should.
Because if they don't they suddenly, become nothing more than jagged puzzle pieces,
So jagged that they don't fit anywhere and shouldn't be allowed to.
Yet here I am, proud to be jagged, and proud to be wrong,
Proud to stand out.
My mom does more than worship her man,
Is she wrong?
My uncle is a police officer,
Does he brutalize?
My Aunt likes wine,
Is she a drunk?
And I don't like pink,
Am I a freak?
We go through life being told how to live.
Follow the trends,
Have the prettiest friends.
Don't talk about the things that you've battled,
And don't let them see you're rattled.
You need to wear this and eat that,
And did you see her god she's so fat!
Be more like her,
And fall in love with him.
Because if you don't your chances are slim.
If you're not like them you don't matter,
Because we have been stamped with our peers' opinions.
We've been told time and time again to reshape ourselves.
Too bad that our time has passed to change the world,
But have no fear for we still have time to change ourselves.
Be pretty,
Wear pink,
Like this dress,
Follow this sport,
Wear these shoes,
Live here,
Shop there,
And-
But what if I don't want to?
I am who I am and I'm happy this way!
Isn't that enough for you?
No, it can't be, because I don't have the right to be just me.
I don't have the power to decide!
She'll say be taller,
I'll have to.
He'll say be smaller,
I'll have to.
They'll say be quieter,
I will have to.
I will say be louder,
And I can't.
Because I am a freak.
Because I don't like pink.

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