If I killed myself, would they care?
The last time I tried, they locked me in there.
When I'm already trapped inside my head, and the nightmares make me dead.
But they don't care.
If I died right here.
They just ******* care what they hear.
If the pastor says they're terrible parents, because they pushed me to it and out of religion.
When it's my choice to do what I want, and I say **** the church , that's my final thought.
They send out prayers, just for me, I reject them.
**** it, imma leave.
I dont care what you have to say, the next thing they're gonna say is that im gay.
They just hate me and what i've done, they ******* hate me because my legacy has begun.
I'll leave this planet a happy parent.
Of 5 -8 kids making me relevant.
To all the little boys and girls, I'm a disaster who just ruins lives.
Until I say **** it , I just arrived.
I'm the most important they'll every see, i'll be the one who makes history.
But they don't care if I die, **** it i'll just be that guy.
Idk im sorry.
I didn't read it after I just typed and sent