Is it the paradox of being paranoid, That makes me think you are an android? Look of an alien, that blank expression, The lasting impression of our love session.
A kick in the *****. Eyes scratched out. Limbs on auto pilot. Body curled into the fetal position. Vocal chords ripped to shreds! Drained of all energy. Lost the will to live.
Do you wait for him? Eternal confusion. Wondering where he is. Is he wandering? If he knew would he care that his actions eat you to the core? Blinkered by the fantasy. Strangled by the truth. Unable to act. You have fallen before. Did you wait for him?