But if you only knew what's always on my mind,
maybe you'd understand why I am smiling all the time

If I walked by you on the street, and we locked eyes for a spit second, would you  even say hey? Would you call my name? Or would we awkwardly look at the ground and walk on opposite sides of the road, pretending not to notice each other?

Sometimes when the pain is unbearable
I close my eyes and think of the day
When I can finally be myself

Never look for happiness elsewhere
Look for happiness in your current situation.

I know you,
You claim you want happiness,
You want romance and joy,
Not the broken people.
Then tell me why,
Tell me why all my
most popular writing
Is about pain and suffering?