Cc - Hello Poetry

Cc Nov 2020

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It’s terrifying to be in a relationship
Where you are always there to support them
Yet know that they will never truly support you

Cc Nov 2020

Past/present

I had one good thing in my life.

I had one, solid stable thing

I had smooth skin on my wrist

I had one decision to make

I have one beautiful, intangible regret

I have slept one out of seven nights

I have memories where I wish there was nothing

I have pain where before there was silence

I have no good things in my life.

TW cuts

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Future thinking

When I pass you on the street
And you look me in the eye
I hope I’m just another girl

When you’re sleeping with another
I hope you’ll smile and tell her
Stupid things I used to do

Or maybe you’ll forget about us
Maybe that’s for the best
After all, I kissed my best friend not you
You passed the test

You were meant to move on
I was just meant to write sad songs

Cc Nov 2020

It’s a sunny day

I’m not okay
I closed my eyes and ran towards a cliff
That hasn’t happened before
I’m scared
You don’t care and I’m scared

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Matches

I’m not hiding what I’m trying to do
Every single action tears me away from you
I’m holding the matches in my heart
While staring in your eyes and breaking you apart
You’ll be the gas and I’ll provide the spark
Round and around
Till death do us part

Cc Sep 2020

I’m not okay. Not a single part of me is okay.

Smile.
It masks the broken cracks as wrinkles.
Laugh.
Tears turn into happiness.
They’ll never see you-
and they’d never believe you if they did.
Pretend pretend pretend
You’ll believe it too.

Cc Aug 2020

this is going to break your heart

every single time you breakdown in my arms
I care a little less