Never have I ever,
thinking about such thing as forever.

As I realized it's a path that I would never dare to cross.

Never have I ever,
putting a hope into a happily ever after.

Until I met a pair of honey milk brown eyes.
Whose embrace could secure all of my shattered pieces.

Never have I ever,
loving a man until I shudder.

Longing for his touch and caresses, as if I can no longer live.

Truly. Wholeheartedly,
I love you.
Even when the universe becomes nothing, forever you'll have me.

I arrive to the point I become numb because of the pain.

The voices inside my head turn into familiar company.

Solitude is not something new.

I feel lonely in a way it doesn't surprise me anymore.

Does it really get better?

Or I'm just used to it?

To the pain

The madness

And the silence.

As we lay under the night sky,
you tell me to see those beautiful stars above.

As you explain your favorite constellations,
I still choose to stare at you.