I just want to say some thank you(s), gratitude, to be able to meet such a wonderful and amazing person like you. Who could survive and is surviving, despite how ****** things being thrown in front of your face.
Thank you, for surviving. For living your life. For breathing. Your existence colors the huge bland empty part in my life, it becomes much more lively and wonderful.
Thank you, for trying. For doing so many things, for handling so many things, for the dedication you put in everything you're doing. The road we walk right now might be a little rough, but I believe the choices you make, followed by your immense passion and hard work, will lead you to somewhere beautiful. Somewhere gentle, somewhere kind, respectful, and that time you will heave a relief sigh, your hard work will be paid off, and the journey you walked had been done so incredibly well.
Thank you, for being so kind, despite how many times you're being misunderstood. Despite how many times the kindness didn't return, despite how many times you sacrifice yourself for others, for someone else's comfort, for someone else's ego, for someone else's feelings. It is not your obligation to make everyone's happy, or safe and sound, oftentimes you burry your struggles to listen to theirs. You don't have to, but you do it. You care about everyone's well being so much, and I hope you could do that to yourself too.
Thank you, for loving me. For taking care of me. For bringing the happiness state I thought I could've never had. For holding my pieces into one. For fighting your ego to let mine win. For always listening to my whines, discussing trivial things patiently with me, understanding my silence, understanding my inability to express how happy I am because of you when you do all of those so well.
Thank you for being the person you are today. Who's so hardworking, passionate, gentle, and kind. Someone who's unsure of everything yet still has the bravery to do what life gives him. Someone who's willing to learn and suffer, someone who's friends with risks, and willing to challenge his own capacity for growth.
My dear, love. Thank you for existing.
This world isn't a nice place, people aren't so kind to either, but we have each other. And I'll have your hands intertwine with mine, we will get there.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.