Love
Always question what it is that I have to do to get things back where there needed to be at the mind is covers with spoke dreams that we are always chasing and seam to never make them come to life
the path that we go down is a road that we will have to find our own way thought  
   the earth that we find our self standing is so still that is burn the feet from under our self, the rain that some how coming from the ground up wounding why is it not falling from the darken sky above,
    looking in to the sky that once was there and know that this could just be a dream of its own, pinching your self to see if you are a sleep or awake and,
the pain is real as this life we have and know for a fact that its not a dream  we find are self began to float up in the darken sky that once was blue and now black,
   are worlds are not the same as we once thought it could be the world that u live on is so far different then the world that I live on and so hard to try to make it to yours
     to world in to different times and frozen in time and always question why is it that we cant find our self to one another so we just are there drifting in different ways trying to find one another.
Baby cakes 2016/18/09

These battle wounds that i face every day of my life seam to be getting harder and harder to fight any more.
      These tears that i cant no longer hide seam to run faster and faster ever time i get beat down.
   It not right nor far that i have to live this life i do always wondering what happiness fells like and what it is to be loved and not hated on or beat up.

Sitting with nothing left to give
    Holding it all in so nothing will fall.
       Trying not to give up the fight.
         But wanting to loss it all.
             The pain that i have runs to deep that the tears at night i shall not keep.
             Afraid that i will find my self alone, trying not to loss control.
                There a madness that i have inside that is trying so hard to come out and shine.
                  I find my self just sitting hear asking my self why and wanting to run and hind to the other side.
                    Giving up and giving in to the darkness that has it all, but fighting for one last hope.
                          My heart hurts with a pain that runs so deep and my body hurts from all the beatings it takes.
                            Down to my knees i fall yelling up in the dark dark sky
                    trying to find some kind of light,
                            Holding on to all those nights where you kept me save and warm, wrap up in your arms where you wont let go.
               Telling me that you will keep me save nothing to worry about as i fall asleep.
             waking up next too you just knowing i will make it tho. another lost dream that i wish i never had but still hear sitting and holding on to you.
                                                            ­               Baby Cakes 8/22/2016

Alone in the the world where there no one around.
   The wind is so different now the sun no longer rises but it falls from the sky.
     The moon is darken with mist of light shining from not down but up.      Everything seam to no be the same like it once was.
       There seam to be something that is pulling me in to a place that i have never seen before I am yelling for help but there is no words that are coming out.
    I turn to get up but I am locked in place.
         My heart seam to be rip apart just there laying on the table next to me, there are no more tear as my body seam to be fading.
            The hands of darkens are pulling me in I soon find myself unable to breath.
       As I only have one blink to blink I can only see my life no long just.  Then I close my eyes to say good by, I wake up from a nightmare I dream at night.
        Baby Cakes 2016