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Rana Ayman Sep 2015
Wake up from this coma you put yourself in
Burning yourself from within
why are you so angry?
why are you so sad?
what is it in your life that's driving you mad?
This pain that's taking over you
I just don't understand...
If it's a broken heart
Then at least try to fix it
why waste your time on crying?
telling the world that you'd prefer dying?
never looking for a solution to your problem
always hoping for an escape
because it's easier than facing the truth
but you still feel the same way, so what's the point of running away?
If it's something you lost and can't get back
It's already gone, so just move on
What's the point in living in the past?
Is it acceptance that you seek?
Who cares about what people say?
They change their words everyday
And you were never born to obey..
You say you feel hated?
Don't you realize that you're the most beautiful creature god ever created?
Do you feel like you've failed to achieve your everlasting dream?
Well no one knows what awaits
A golden crown? who cares
You're already a queen
To all those who are feeling down or depressed,this life is only a journey for us to take and it ends sooner that we expect,so don't keep living in the past when you have a present and a future to live for.
Rana Ayman Sep 2015
My nightmares are your dreams, my happiness,
your screams
It's all to me, as it seems, bloodstreams and lightning beams.
A river of red rubies tears its way through my veins,
Did you really think,we'll ever be the same?
On and on we go,playing the same game,
tearing ourselves apart into shreds of pain
How could such beautiful eyes be so shattered,
When my torn up soul,never even mattered
When it was ripped to pieces on the ground, splattered
...and oh my you say, you feel flattered?
Cut me down, watch me bleed
Tell me now, was this everything you need?
Let me fall,take the lead
Drain me out,start to feed
Just to fill your loathing greed.
My misery wasn't enough,to fill a gaping hole?
Take my heart and bury it in your ******* soul.
Take it or leave it, it's burned inside out,
trust me dear..all you have is drought
So go ahead and break it and lose it all
Lose the last thing,
-your self control.
Don't be so harsh on my sanity,
you once used to worship my vanity.
Take a look inside, just don't touch me.
Cause a kiss from your lips would make me a banshee.
My screams will echo through the earth,
To let them know that my dead body has lost its worth
To let them see me rot in hell
To let them know what they can't compel
To curse them all under my spell
Those whispers on earth, they're just my rebirth.
Wrote this with a dear friend and fellow poet Jalila Chehab.
Rana Ayman Sep 2015
Some days are heartless, some days are cold
The stories of us can never be told
Months and years passed by like wind..
I never thought that we..would come to an end
We used to be the alphas, had our own pack of wolves
Now all that's left is nostalgia, all I am is a lone wolf
Wherever I go your scent will follow
Without you I remain like a bird so hollow
Can't keep you out of my mind, you're like a drug and I'm blind.
and I'm afraid..
Afraid if I get strayed there would be no one to my aid
Clear out my head from this blur, from this fade
And there I start walking because I'm tired and sick of talking
Throwing my past behind,this is my life,I've made up my mind
I'm walking away and never coming back..
My past keeps haunting me in my dreams
I'm done with all the nightmares, done with all the screams.
I'm walking away because it's time to let go,
Time to rise from this overwhelming shadow..
And I know my heart is full of sorrow..
But it's time I live for a better tomorrow.
separated for reasons we couldn't control
Rana Ayman Aug 2015
Spread your wings and start flying
This sick world is now dying.
Rana Ayman Aug 2015
Trust no one
For humans only bring pain
Rana Ayman Aug 2015
You ask me about happiness ?
But how would I know..
We're all going through something that keeps us down
Fighting our ways through every city and every town
We've seen different faces,leaving behind their marks and traces
A memory in our hearts that never erases
It's hard to miss someone,it stings and it hurts
But missing an entire life? It simply gets worse
A new life and they expect you to adjust
As if anything before just turned to dust
Yet you let it go because there's no going back
You must leave your one true pack,and all those memories start to stack
A day after the other a thousand miles apart
You wish you could take it all back to the start
It feels like an arrow piercing through your heart
Rana Ayman Jun 2015
When it's all inside you in a cage
all that fills up is rage
I read ,write and turn the page
now you're a thousand miles away
I think about you everyday
I'll never be okay..
Every journey has a beginning
Every story has a start
Every memory has a special place in our heart
it's been so many years
I tried to control my fears
for every moment my heart skipped a beat
for every time I couldnt stand on my feet
The feeling is overwhelming I can barely breathe
its like everytime I see you I simply freeze
Or at least that's how it shows..
what you don't know is that
every time I see you I literally glow
Everything inside me is like a rainbow..
With no words to say I just walk away,
I guess today isn't the day
But the day never came and I just kept walking  
Now I'm a million miles away and it feels like Choking.
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