I am searching for love
I am searching for truth
I need to know why there is suicide
I need to know why we are depressed
I need to know why we feel as though
our lives
are
slipping
out of our reach

I need to know why we are unhappy
I need to know that we understand
that there are ways
to
channel
our inner
self
our
inner creativity

we are beautiful beings
we musn't ever put that aside
it should be in our every stride
in our smiles
when we hold hands
in solidarity
we shall dance and sing

I know why there is unhappiness now
due to societies lack of concern for us as beings
and their concern with profit making
that has subjected this world into starvation
and poverty

but we musn't give up
we must sit quiet
with our self
and find our beauty that has been forced down
and bring it to the surface

and then we shall all hold hands
and sing and dance
and laugh

as we were always meant to
before things got a bit blurry
and foggy
sit with yourself
and find your creativity
your beauty
and we can change the world
hand in hand

Laying down
On the cold desert ground
The orange sand

Laying down
Hiding under the black sky
sighing deeply

Laying down
My hands over my head
I breath the earth

Laying down
My eyes closed
I see stuff dance

Laying down
I am the desert
I am the sky

Laying down
I smile
and I cry

Once Every Hour
Once Every Day
Once Every Other day
Once Every Week
Once Every Fortnight
Once Every Month

Moving on,
It takes time
and that's OK.

Busy cafes
quiet down pretty fast
busy minds
get distracted all the time
my last thought
was of this guy I was seeing
he had a girlfriend I believe
He kissed me like he loved me
In the back seat of the taxi cab
I paid the fare
Got out and touched his red hair
He said he had a headache
I said I had a cure
and when we touched he said it worked
But he had to go
So there I was
sitting on the sidewalk alone

**** on the cement floor
i found the keys
unlocked my door
walked through the hallway
saw my room with two glasses on the floor

a cloud of sadness follows me around
stillness in my room
no laughter only my tears
i wish you would come back

tell me it will all be alright
your green eyes that shine
your tears that are so real
please be true to me

how can i pick myself up off the ground
all the peices of my life have fallen apart
and now you are gone
with another girl

i can only imagine being with you again
a fond memory of us
my heart aches
my body longs for you

broken into nothing
how can i bring back my life
i have nothing left
will the light ever shine again