I am One with the Night
As the Moon smiles.

The misty morning
                           whispers Love.
And my Joyful heart
                           listens.

You come to me at a moment of chaos
A quiet storm that was kept inside
And a peaceful strength I reflect

A sudden rush of unexplained joy
With a gaze of awe to this pure life of a baby boy
But this gift's bringer of breath is failing
Should a coming be followed by a going?
Fear is overpowering my faith
Drowning my joy, whirling my mind.

But realizations follow.
Surrender to the will
Yet know what you want.
Ask and believe.
Be grateful to the One.
Into the hands of the Mystery
I offer the moment.

Then comes peace to the gift,
to the bringer, to the receiver.
Gratitude fills my heart
Oveflows to my whole being
Expanding to the room
To the world
And to every thing.

Cool breeze gently sway
In the darkness.
Stillness whispers in the spirit of silence.

Love flows.
Rest your eyes.
Calm your mind.

Feel it.

So familiar
and we call it Now
But the energy that's flowing
is strange and overpowering.
Be not afraid
for you are with God.
Come closer and feel the surge
of His Power
So you'll feel comfort
and not fear.
Honor each moment
and truly live it.
I don't even ask for gratitude
but simply experience it

So how is it to be God?
Just be in the Moment
and *just Be.

Golden rays
green leaves
cool breeze
distant roars of an engine

with closed eyes
I am Peace.
Then the world is.

A tiny pink wildflower
blooms in the field.
Is it you?

There's a space
Inside
that's empty

In that space
Inside
I'm lonely

Reach out to me.

The power of intent, will, thought.
The minutest beginning
of an idea you conceive
embodies a force
that can debilitate
The Power of Creation
oh, so amazing
Everything completed in a snap,
in a blink, in a flicker
I am a Creator
and I am my creation
We are Creators
and we are our creations.
We are in them
and they are in us.
Diminutive but infinitely vast.
Multitude
but One.

Truth is believed, revealed
and experienced.
Experience. Experience. Experience.
Difficult, arduous
but yield, I must.
I beg you to listen...
for to a mortal, it can be lethal.
But I must oblige
to a Great Majesty's declaration.
Move in trance,
there is no other way
for the energy is extreme,
intense and sharp.
So I implore for your ears,
because this is God!

"Let it flow
let it flow
let it flow."

"Flow...flow...flow."
"It is flowing.
It is flowing.
It is flowing."*

A journey.
A language of mystery and splendour.
Two, yet One, but Two.
Realization of Ceation began
but did not end.

Intense Energy surging...
I AM GOD!
Overwhelming force,
exhausting,
consuming,
flowing.

Peaceful but puzzling
Awareness is sustained
yet something greater is overpowering.
Strange yet familiar
Separate but One.

Home seems distant
but love is near
you are not here
but your presence I feel
tears fall
but it's not sadness
it's overwhelming love,
gratitude
and gladness.

It's open
Receptive
Receiving
Warm
It's an open heart.
Unconditional.
Each one,
each thing,
each moment,
unconditionally accepted.
Pure Love.

A lovely sunny day
Out of the window
lined by wood, painted white
Marvelous guest house
filled with mystery, personality
style and history.
I feel good
One quiet morning
A new day begins.

Even as I am all set to leave for Berkeley
I am still not sure of how I feel about going
I am grateful for a comfortable
window seat on the exit row
but feels an intense feeling of
being homesick
I haven't arrived Berkeley
but I can't wait to go home.

Soft heavenly music flows through the night
peaceful and calm
spirit sparks with glorious delight
unspeakable words pierce the heart
opens up joy
intense and pure
beautiful soul evokes holiness
slowly, softly declines
but the warmth remains
and the smile sustains.

a flame sparks
fuses into lavender
beauty diffuses
smoke, scent,
peace.
Freedom, joy, love
earth, wind
divine.
Melt...ash
but lavender.

You show up as tears
sometimes
or just a warmth inside
or comfort
peace
safety
but in the end,
I will always find out
it's you.

How are you?
I'm always glad
to see you
here with me.
I can't remember
how I first started
to feel you.
Somehow
it just occurred to me
one day
that I'm feeling you
inside me.
And that's the exact word,
exact name,
Joy.
Not happiness
Not ecstasy
Just joy.

Intoxicating,
Swirling...
But stop!

Feel the warmth
It's there.
It's here.
It's floating.
It's Love.

Stepping stones
One step at a time.
Home
In each step.