i sit in the shadows and think
of what it would be like to show my wings.
they flutter behind me gently,
casting flickers of light on the walls behind.
colors gently fade and twist,
and feathers lightly fall to the ground.
the room i stay in is dark.
it has thick walls to protect me.
every now and then, the floor will rumble,
causing cracks to appear.
but, they seem to fix themselves.
struggling never helps.
i have been told i am shameful.
i must hide away, not show myself.
no one knows of me, except for one.
she seems to be intent on keeping me here.
but,
i hear her crying herself to sleep.
i hear people yelling against my kind.
i feel the rumbling of my floor caused by her sobs.
i feel the pain of when she pulls my chains even tighter.
i want nothing more but to be free
to be by her side, floating near her
letting her be who she truly is.
i feel the loss of hope,
as my small room becomes darker and darker.
it's hard to breathe.
a small creature such as i,
wings of pink, purple, blue,
a robe with every color
it's hard to be one like me.
but i'll survive, until i can see the rainbow.