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  Aug 2016 Raevyn Odessa
just a girl
everybody feels insecure
some people
just do a better job of hiding it

**(c.m.h)
  Aug 2016 Raevyn Odessa
Nicole Dawn
When a diet
Became a way to lose weight

When calories
Became a negative word

When 130 pounds
Became overweight

When skinny
Became positive

That was when
All the little girls started *dying
Including me
  Aug 2016 Raevyn Odessa
always anxious
But darling what she didn't know, was that the search for perfection would **** her
  Aug 2016 Raevyn Odessa
Molly
IF THIS BODY
WEREN'T MINE
WOULD I STILL
HATE IT?
I am anorexic
Not that you see that or anything
Not yet
I look healthy
Jubilant
Happy
You think that all the problems stopped after
You took
Tumblr away from me
It didn't
If anything things got worse
Progressively Slowly
But steady and sure
So here I am
Weaning my stomach and mind
Off of the food I
Gorged on previously
And I have found myself
Not losing weight
Which is depressing
And sad
Especially to me
Because more extreme measures
Are going to be taken
Measures that you won't know about either
But as long as I can see my hips
Then I am happy
  Aug 2016 Raevyn Odessa
Nicole Dawn
Are you anorexic?

No,
I'm not anorexic
I've just got a
Stomach bug

I've never heard of
A stomach bug like that...

Yeah,
It's really weird
They just discovered it
See,
It actually spreads
Through your mind

Well, what are the symptoms?

It's simple,
You feel fat
And lazy
And stupid
All the time

And it makes you sick,
And then you don't eat

Sounds anorexic to me...

*I'm not anorexic!
I keep telling people I'm fine, but they keep bugging me anyway...

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