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Rachel Masters Mar 2013
why is my ability to paint so numb?
Idle continuum
Pitiful depth
significance exhaled like a breath

i lazily dab and the colors grey
just another day
it becomes easy
to ignore the rainbow inside of me

just a sluggish attempt
not a masterpeice
just a tease
soon i may
express myself, but then again
the only color
I have is grey
Rachel Masters Mar 2013
It fails to bridge the gap
yet permeates the interval
this remorse is almost comforting
and seems to justify my fault

Feeding my guilt appears the only option
grovelling on my knees feels deserved
but when i lift my head, i see
you waiting at the bar and it hits me
that two must pardon the offense
Rachel Masters Mar 2013
the blue of the pre-dawn
when the early bird
could knock me over
with a feather

A breeze whispers, soothing,
and the still hush
of a nightsky
hugs me

strange thoughts dance with
the fragile strands of my mind
disrupting it softly
like a pebble on water

Isolation comforts me
Peacefully, my one companion
While a city sleeps and
My footsteps echo lonely


A cool energy buzz
with heavy head and eager senses
and my heart flutters
Calmly through my every fiber

I impatiently anticipate
that orange glow
that pink fire that will seep
around me
embrace me
then will I stare into the eyes of a new dawn
and say
the world is mine today
Rachel Masters Feb 2013
The world is cold and your teeth chatter
from the ice that bites your tears
bullets fly sharply, aimed low
whispering darkly around your ears
hearts encased in unjust frost
they cower behind narrow walls
laughing salty, they cast their stones
to bruise your heart, careful not to fall
from their pedestals of self-inflicted pride
it’s hailing evil eyes and apathy
do they take pleasure in the blood they draw
or are they so blinded, they don’t see?

the rain in your eyes falls down my face
blood stains my skin from the arctic knives
plunged deep in your back by sadistic sneers
they taunt and jab at your will to survive
i hope you feel my arms hold you close
as i try to warm your soul and fight
against these brutal waves. i’ll protect
you from this stinging rain and narcissistic night
it’s our choice and we won’t sink
Their claws extend to entrap me too
but when their lips contort in accusations, i laugh
Because i hear them, but i’m only listening to you
Rachel Masters Feb 2013
Howl me
cowardly
scream it in my ear
story me
bore me
bury me
try to scare me
You’re livid and I’ve lived
with no petty injections till now
you hate
i don’t relate
you bare your teeth and i’ll smile
badger me
bother me
regret it
forget it
just dam your overflow
i’m tired of your wounded levies
cover me
smother me
but wait, please, till i’m gone
Rain it
Drain it
drown me
insanity
your annoying tickle on my ear-drum
save your breath
spill on me in your imagination
because i don’t listen anymore
Rachel Masters Feb 2013
welcome to my ruse
any path you choose
will make you lose
and all your actions satisfy my need
to get the win
and create a spin
that pulls you in
and bends you to my creed
darkness seeps
when hate creeps
through your deeps
to meet me where I breed
my ugliest fears
that turn into tears
that will sear
your curling smile of greed

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