The pull before you give it a name. What the body has been wanting while you negotiated with it.

Hunger

Late spring opens an appetite. This week we name what we want, without polishing it, without apologizing, and notice what we have been calling by other names.

Each face in the street is a slice of bread
wandering on
searching

somewhere in the light the true hunger
appears to be passing them by
they clutch

have they forgotten the pale caves
they dreamed of hiding in
their own caves
full of the waiting of their footprints
hung with the hollow marks of their groping
full of their sleep and their hiding

have they forgotten the ragged tunnels
they dreamed of following in out of the light
to hear step after step

the heart of bread
to be sustained by its dark breath
and emerge

to find themselves alone
before a wheat field
raising its radiance to the moon

Bread

Each face in the street is a slice of bread
wandering on
searching

Describe a thing you stopped letting yourself want.

I wanted to blend in,
deform myself like slime
and paint my own body
as if it weren't a body
but a canvas.
Any time I heard:
"Yo, I really like this checkered pattern",
well, now my face was checkered,
and striped and polka-dotted
from prior times.
Not anymore.
Now my body is just
full of the doodles, scribbles,
and such other monstrosities
for art critics
that are no more than
Perfection herself
for me.
Why have anything else?