Did you ever cry?
Cried to heart your hearts content?
Did you ever ache?
For all the things that came to an end?
I chose to be happy
But it was all in vain
Because happiness starts
Right after the rain
But it seems that the rain
Will never going to end
Rainbows were only illusions
The rain will start again
The agony of knowing
Things have been broken
Yet you stayed silent;
Little words left unspoken
Let me drown in the sea of joy
Of unwavering happiness and delight
Retrieve me from this dark abyss
Where I wandered without light
Moving on isn't about
Taking the pain away
Or making it obsolete
It just becomes bearable
It was easy to cast a smile anytime,
Hiding beneath those wordless mimes.
It's hard to see what those smiles meant,
Because it's harder to express a soul's lament.
But not really
In times of war's end, the soul always bled
And cried for hundred and thousands of times
But it wasn't merely mourning for all the dead
It mourned the guilt of being the only one alive
(The number signifies my one stanza poems)