Jules: Poems

Jun 2018 · 295

Jules Jun 2018

A sickening silence slithered into a starry soul
Sending shame slinking into sight
Switching starry souls
Who once shined bright
Into sorry souls who weep at night

I’m back?

#souls #aliteration #starry #sorry #s

Nov 2017 · 293

Special Logic

Jules Nov 2017

Special Logic

nothing
what is nothing
the absence of something
can know that nothing is truly there
for if there is nothing there is something
so you can not be worth nothing
for nothing is something

no one
is there such thing as no one
for if there is a lack of one
then that makes no since
it just leaves no
and people exist
so you cant be a no one
because you cant be a no
for a no is not a person
and your a person

it is impossible
to be worthless
impossible
to be nothing
so happy that your you
and that your a special something

you be you :)

#special #impossible #person #nothing #somthing

Oct 2017 · 355

scattered

Jules Oct 2017

scattered

i used to make since
i used to have a plan
until the world blew up
and scatted dreams across the land

idk

#scattered #dreams #plan #since

Oct 2017 · 1.2k

Mindless to Mindful

Jules Oct 2017

Mindless to Mindful

It's been a year
I still have no mind
I still don't think
For thinking is my downfall

My thoughts
Are poison
To my success
For they pull me off course
And push me into the abyss

I want to think
But i can not
For i've built a prison
That keeps me stuck
in this empty mind of mine

I tell myself can try to
not be impulsive
And not be indecisive
But i can't
For i never learn

Ive restarted my mind but
My thoughts
are useless
and unoriginal
And self deprecating
But they are still there
For i want to think

I do not understand
The thoughts entering my head
They tell me to shut up
To look pretty
And to blend it at the same time

These thoughts do not sound like me
Like the me before i stopped thinking
For these thoughts
Are not mine

It was never me
It was all of the people
Who judged me
And imposed their thoughts on me
Until they became my own

For the longest time
I was mindless
With no thought
For i believed thought was my weakness
Keeping me from perfection

When thought returned
They were no longer my own
They seemed perfect
But they had flaws
For nothing is truly perfect
If it takes away your individuality

Now i'm breaking out
Freeing my mind
I'm becoming myself
One again

I am not perfect
And i will never be
For perfection is impossible

Thoughts are finally flowing
And they are my strength
For they are my own

I AM FINALLY ME!

#mindless #think #myself #poison #downfall

Oct 2017 · 393

Autumn Leaves

Jules Oct 2017

Autumn Leaves

autumn
a time of crisp cold days
colorful leaves
and whipping winds
that create vibrant whirlwinds
before leaving the leaves to
shrivel up and lose their color
on the now crunchy forest floor

I loves leaves and fall

#fall #autumn #leaves #cold #vrbrant

Oct 2017 · 601

Broken Butterfly

Jules Oct 2017

Broken Butterfly

Red
Yellow
Black
The colors of a monarch
When it is not weighed down
By cold wet sand
Its wings were wet and broken
Useless
So it lay motionless
Lifeless
Under the dull sky
It tried to fly
Only to be carried by the wind
A moment of hope
Before it was thrown down
Into the unforgiving sand
It should have died
Marcisouly it was still alive
I picked it up
It was so weak that it went into my hand
And stayed there
For it was to broken to fly
I carried it off the beach
And built it a house of shells
That will most likely be its grave
Red
Yellow
Black
The colors of a butterfly
When it is not caked with sand
When the beauty is not broken
When it is flying high
Instead of being batted down
By the wind

i wrote this for English call in about 10 minutes so don't be to harsh

#butterfly #sky #hope #unforgiving #sand

Oct 2017 · 230

How Do You Lie?

Jules Oct 2017

How Do You Lie?

Three groups
The judgers
The judged
and careless ones

The members of the first group
think they are perfect
when they are liars
in their path to power they
have dragged others down
to hide their own insecurities

The Members of the middle group
are lead to believe that they are broken and useless
but are lying to themselves
for they are the ones who will change the world

The members of the last group
claim they are impartial to the words of others
they too are lying
For their group
simply does not exist

Three groups
Three lies

Where do you belong?
How do you lie?

Oct 2017 · 363

Why So Long

Jules Oct 2017

Why So Long

It's been months
since I've written a poem
since I've turned simple words into pieces of art
since I've made sad stories seem beautiful
and inspiring

Its been months since
I've had anything to write about
months of freedom
and joy
and smiles

Its been months since I've written
for I don't write happy poems
now I have
more sad stories
to turn into beauties

#sad #months #joy #poems #written #inspire #sadness #smiles

Jun 2017 · 491

Little Blip Among the Stars

Jules Jun 2017

Little Blip Among the Stars

We are a small little blip
in our sky full of stars

We are a small rock
in a universe full of burning ***** of gas
and frozen giants

We are an almost nothing
in the wonderful world of space and stars

#space #world #stars

Jun 2017 · 645

The Earth and Money

Jules Jun 2017

The Earth and Money

The days get hotter
The smog gets thinker
The Ice melts
The ocean rises
Cities drown
Islands vanish
Money is still made

The world is Burning
Entire species gone forever
Whole cultures scattered
The money keeps rolling in

But what is money?
When the earth is suffering
What is money?
when we are dooming our selves

to many politicians and businesses make money by pretending climate change isn't a thing

#enviroment

Jun 2017 · 353

Lost .'s

Jules Jun 2017

Lost .'s

I am purple
I am blue
I am all of the colors
Mashed together to form a cool toned brown
I am all of the little things
Pressed together to make an explosion
I am everything and nothing
All at the same time
I feel like I know where I’m going
But I don’t know were this is going
This used to make a point
And now it’s lost
So this is goodbye

#oops #i #forgot #the #point

Jun 2017 · 365

What That Smile Said

Jules Jun 2017

What That Smile Said

It was all fine
When I would admire her from afar
When Just seeing her smile
Would brighten my day
This was before I knew her

When we first met
She seemed amazing
And I had a glimmer of hope in my heart
This was before I really knew her

The day that changed
She flung insults
And she didn't even know
How much they would sting
She did not know
That the words would hurt at all

So now I really know
The kind of person she is

What did she say?
She said things
That no girl who likes me would ever say

Now it's a mess
And her smile is still beautiful
But I can’t forget
What that smile said

#smile #love #mess

May 2017 · 439

Read, Write

Jules May 2017

Read, Write

I read to escape
I write to be free

When reading
I am taken to different worlds

When writing
I reveal the problems of mine own

Reading takes me away
Writing keeps me from going astray

#reading #writeing #away #astray

May 2017 · 255

Three Fallen Stars

Jules May 2017

Three Fallen Stars

Flying over head
A mother sees her children on the ground
Their fragile bodies rotting in the unforgiving sun
There are not many feathers on the bones
They have been blown way
The black and blue scattered across the earth
Her flight wavers as she begins to scream
It is a slicing shout of sorrow
She plunges at the ground
Unable to to live without her children
Unable to live without the only thing
That brings joy in her life
She wants to join her children
She keeps falling
Until She becomes a soft brown blur
on the pavement below
Three dead birds
Three fallen stars

This poem is part of a book i am writeing

#birds #death #dead #children

May 2017 · 749

Songs Inside

Jules May 2017

Songs Inside

Songs run through my head
playing on shuffle
sweet melodies
to dark songs of sorrow
songs with the power stick
in a overflowing overemotional mind

songs run through my head
singing all day
and all night
happy songs
sad songs
with the power to change me

songs run through my head
unphased, unaffected by everything
else happening in my brain

When the facts are forgotten
the songs remain
when nothing else is there
the songs stay

The songs save me

Music means so much to me. I don't know what id do without it.

#music #head #songs #save

May 2017 · 235

A Simple Dream

Jules May 2017

A Simple Dream

Once
I had a dream
before the world tore it from the scheme
I wanted to be my self
the world kept me on this shelf
I never wanted to be the same
but my differences were a shame

I am now the same
but still weighed down by shame
I keep my heart in a bottle
its becoming a bomb
tick tick tick tick
emotions dripping out
boom boom boom boom
the differences pouring out
the glass shattering
the horrors of my world
now stare into my soul
they threaten to rip me apart
I wanted to make a change
the world swallows my words
whole

I broke our glass ceiling
and now the horrors are gleaming

May 2017 · 192

Mindless

Jules May 2017

Mindless

Help. I'm Trapped, stuck
In a mindless world
Stuck with no thoughts.

Running endlessly
Never stopping despite the pain
One foot in front of the other
Forever and ever

Don’t think don’t stop
To Succeed
To think means to fail
To fail means to die

Run faster, run harder
just one more obstacle
Just one more mile
But no more thought

Feet stop pounding
And the pain stops
Thoughts don't restart
They will never restart

We are all trapped
dommed
To be stuck
in this mindless world

Someone help me
Help us
escape

May 2017 · 354

Mindless

Jules May 2017

Mindless

Help. I'm Trapped, stuck
In a mindless world
Stuck with no thoughts.

Running endlessly
Never stopping despite the pain
One foot in front of the other
Forever and ever

Don’t think don’t stop
To Succeed
To think means to fail
To fail means to die

Run faster, run harder
just one more obstacle
Just one more mile
But no more thought

Feet stop pounding
And the pain stops
Thoughts don't restart
They will never restart

We are all trapped
dommed
To be stuck
in this mindless world

Someone help me
Help us
escape

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