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Pain turned to scares,
Moments turned to memories.
Friendship turned to betrayal,
And love turned to indifference.
Oh moon, why so lovely?
Together, we first saw you on February.
We missed you on March,
But we saw you rise and your beauty.
I was hoping we could share this feeling forever,
But I stare you alone in April,
Not knowing the first is the last.
Not knowing the feelings didn't last.
I miss your smell.
I miss the way I bury my face in your chest
and sniff you.
The way I close my eyes and try to memorize
the mixed smell of your perfume and your sweat.
I miss the way you get sweetly-angry and smile
when I try to smell your armpit.
I miss the way I am with you.
The way my heart ponder while I tightly
wrapped my arms around you.
I was a game
you played too well.
If you're gonna stay in my life,
please bring coffee.
First entry after awhile. Can't compose a poem. Waiting for the "feels" to come :D
Rain
always
reminds
me
of
you.
My babe,
My Always.
Maybe they were right all along.
Maybe I was just your rebound.
Your past-time babe,
Your "present" lover.

I wish I didn't love you the way I do,
I wish I didn't see that you deserve the best of me.

Maybe I still have myself,
Maybe I'm still alive.
'Cuz you hurt me so bad,
And I am taking it so deep.
It just happened in an hour,
But the memory stays forever, so as the pain.
It was a mistake,
But it was a mistake I'm willing to commit.
You found me.
I prayed for someone just the way you are.
In this vast and beautiful universe,
I bet we wished at the same star.
I am in a state where I am
physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally tired.
My mouth is in silent,
but if you could just read my mind,
There is endless shouting and mindless overthinking.
No one should know the battle that I am fighting,
For they can't hand me any armor that could win the fight.
It's hard to keep the hope alive,
when everything in you has already died.
I am alone, and no one can save me.
It's just me, my inner demons,
and that little faith I have in my pocket.
Even if I'm not the reason of your smile,
Nor the one who brings sunshine in your day.
Neither the one who gives you happiness,
And not the one you dreamed your future with.
Even my heart is aching seeing you happy with someone else,


I am still happy for you.
If you are not ready
to swim
her ocean-depth love,
Bring back
your shallow
feelings to the shore.
I knew you were a pain in the ***,
Long before we started anything.
Now that I let you in and I can't find my way out of you,
I suffer alone, and the shame is on me.
Behind this strong woman that you admire,
Is a fragile girl who wears a mask to at least ease the pain.
Behind this strong image she portrays,
Is a lost soul who search for a reason to live.
She acts like she don't care about you anymore,
But she still hope it's you and her at the end.
Behind that smile she wore,
Shows an aching heart when the curtains fall.

And it kills her,
To show up to everyone
and pretend that she's okay.
It's so dark here from where I stand,
I can't see even a single light.
Walking alone in darkness gives me solitude,
I guess I am used to pain and I am not afraid of hurting anymore.
You don't know
How painful it is to watch,
To let the person you love
Love someone else.

Specially if that
"someone else"
is your closest friend.
Tangina naman bes.
Sorry if I was not enough....


Sorry if I loved you too much....
I see you everyday.
And you remind me how unworthy I am.
Your eyes look at mine telling me I'm not enough.
But I still choose to stay.
I bet you love seeing me getting hurt everyday.
And this - this stupid heart of mine,
Still choose you everyday.
She's been independent for years,
Conquering the world on her own.
And then she met him,
Suddenly feels helpless.
Longing for him to catch her.
I'm tired.


That's all.
Her courage is her armour,
Her strength is her weapon.
Her wisdom is her strategy,
Her smile is her mask.
The relationship ends.
But the love continues.

And that's the most painful part.
...and that's what killed me.
you thought hurting me
was the right thing to do...."
Happiness.


Why do you cost so much?
No sleep is enough
when it's your soul
that's tired.
How can you stay
on someone you need to move on from?
You like because,
while
You love despite.
The more she stops her feelings for him,
The more she has fallen.
Why do we fell hard for someone
Who's not ready to catch us?

Why do we love someone
Who's not brave enough to love us back?

Why do we see the best of them
Yet we forget our own worth?

Why it has to be that way?
Why it has to be me?
I want to see the sunrise in your eyes,
Like how I see my future with you.
I want to see the sunset in your smile,
Like how you made me fall in love with you.
I found you,
But I lost myself.

I helped you to make your world complete,
But you just destroyed mine.

You before me,
That was I stuck on my head.

Not knowing I lost the game from the start,
I was the only one who poured true love from the heart.
Was leaving really the answer?
You found yourself,
But you lost me.
You earned freedom,
But freedom meant missing you.
You had me under your feet,
I let you linger in my skin.
I want to keep on loving you,
But loving you was my greatest sin.
Eyes wide open,
Darkness seems so endless.
I am under water,
Lungs are running out of air.
I can't feel my body,
Guess my soul went off before I knew,
In a sea of untrustworthy people,
I chose to trust you.
It used to be the scent of love.
Now it is a scent of memories, pain, suffering, betrayal, disrespect and regrets.
You were enough for me,
In the best and most specially on our worst days.
Even you throw our love away.

— The End —