Started with that one day, saw u for a while,
playing with her hair, eyes so deep and a beautiful smile.
Clock stopped ticking, Time was stagnant,
New was the feel, so was the fragrant.
Soon the clock revived & the moment disappeared,
she was lost in the crowd, all what I feared.

New was d day, hopes were still there,
wanted to see u again somehow somewhere
Heart was pumping hard, Adrenaline was rushing,
Dressed in red, she was standing and blushing.
With some half-baked thoughts in my mind,
took few steps towards her, wanted more to find,
Holding a sandwich...towards me she turned,
a look into her eyes, i was blank n stunned
without a hint of what happened, she crossed,
a perplexed battle with myself, i just lost.

i feel something different when you are around,
dont know right or wrong, bt soon gonna found
i dont wana chase you, i just wana know you more,
curiosity is all about the feelings coming from the core
i am a stranger to you, came from nowhere
even i am surprised...whats happening here !
Although i m luking stupid, still worth giving a chance
Hold my hand once n see urself dance... :-)

n this world so dark and loud,
I saw a ray of light piercing the clouds.
A guy emotionless and shattered inside,
Who never want to have anyone beside.
Again felt an impulse in his heart so dead,
He was smiling again,dreaming of a life ahead.
But again its life's plan and plot,
Gone are the joys, Pain fills the slot.


A heart so clear and hands full of care,
Always looks cheered, no matter what she wear.
Sorrows lies beneath a layer of cute smile,
Awesome found someone similar for a while.
Ignoring herself and rejoicing others mind,
Only few gems are there of her kind.
Her day always shine, but her pillow is always wet,
Joy is all she deserve, Pain is what she get,


Wanted things to be easy rather than complex,
Again caught in a situation so perplex.
Wanted her to breath, Breath without any fear,
Holded her hand, feel someone really care.
Was not afraid of coming close but to loose,
Things turned upside down, No option to choose.
Don't want to leave her, He wants to stay,
Hurted her unintentionally, Price only he will Pay...

He loves her a lot, in what sense doesn't matter,
Joy is what he wants for both, Pain is all he gather....

Long gone are those words...Long gone is the Time..
This is the story of My life by making few words rhyme.
Extremely anxious are my nights and every day is a fight,
Who used to make others day Shine..is now himself searching Light.
Trying to stand n fight again after that knockdown hit,
I am giving my everything to climb up this bottomless pit.
A bestie chopped me into pieces with his Knife,
Now its time to put pieces together n rise bcoz Its My Life..

Still my feelings are mixed,I love you and its you whom i hate,
I dont want to feel anything..locking down each n every gate.
Around that corners of the road, Touching glossy lips of your..
Sometimes i really miss those moments, knowing Sweets are now turned sour.
A gal who stopped me from boozing by giving swears of all,
****** n smoke are not meant for any princess, Dont let your tiara fall.
Mixed are my feelings, So Mixed are the lines of the above verse..
Finally i am trying to live...Its My Life Turning better from worse..

Everyone plays some part in your life, Some go and some stay,
some memories remain close to your heart, No Matter she is close or away.
i wish you to say again "Set you bed calling in 5 Mins" n then sleep together,
Look, I am almost through to my dreams, Happy But something is missing rather.
I am looking at those 3 stars, under which you used to hold me n hug,
You still have it or thrown away that Awesome-Kitty Mug.
Holding that sweetest pic of yours in my arms and hugging it really tight,
Its Enough for today, Its time to say "Good Night"and.....Yes Baby This is My Life...

It all started with your and my dreams,
Never thought its gonna end up with my screams,
We were attached, you called it connected..
Where is that connection, when i am getting affected.
Holding my lil finger like you never gonna leave,
Are you the same person ? I Still cant believe....

Remember your B'day that ring and that care...
Were that feelings just fake...how do you dare..
Remember that Farewell...You said you are mine..
does that words meant something...or was you lying ?
Remember that hair strands that i used to put aside..
Did you forgot that warmth...you really dont want me beside
Remember that feel of my palm on your Left cheek..
you left me alone...and now you call me a car hitting freak..

I loved you...Loved you like a rockstar.. :-P
although i am not cool enough..dont even have a guitar..
I might have hurted you, but was never my intention.
The situations were worst demanding my counter-action.
your are my sweetheart...your image is my Pride..
Spoiling it..c'mon...before this I must have died..
i never wanted to loose you...always want you to smile..
Awesome loves his kitty...distance no matter how many mile..
You want to leave baby...you are free..
you are still precious for me and will always be
Live your dreams....live without any fear
i wont ask you to hold me....on you i swear...
You gave the same treatment to two different seasons..
I am ready to bear..without asking any reasons...

You Wrote this for someone...bt u earned it too..
You are doing d same..what he did wid u..
Somebody choped you heart...u killed me too,
Even i hate myself for loving u a lot.
Wish i could understnd what you always thought..
i gave you my heart my soul
Evn u left me with this emptiness like a black hole   

I loved once...i told you what i feel...
i thought you have d same....one day you will reveal..
That best moments of us still makes me smile..
you ended up things just in a while....!
Its Your turn to tell whose gona handle its Bleeding Blue..
Evn i wont love sum1 my feelings were ****** true..

i thought you as a soulmate,Wished a lyf with you
you killed me at every moment...as it happend with you...
You threw me out of ur life...wat abt my heart n ur mind
Now YOU tell me the place..where peace i'll find..
I wil pretend to laugh whole day but only my pillow know how much i weep..
With this dead heavyheart...i can't even sleep..

I was also innocent i just loved you like anything...
You sweared on me..you want to feel nothing...
You get irritated at each n every talk of mine...
and Sitting with other's you are laughing n more thn fine

You dnt want even 5 mins of your journey with me to spend
Now Strangers in bus are better thn dis so called friend..
Its not your fault....you dnt have to defend
you cared for sometime...and now leaving, that is the World's trend..

I met a gal few months back,
Attitude was d only thing...i thought she had,
I never thought of meeting her in dis way,
But thts Destiny...all i can say...
She was Nothing at d time we met.
But I  Never Found A gal so Precious I BET..

Sitting With you was merely a chance,
i saw my Wishful lyf..just a glance.
i nevr knew when we holded fingers & then Hands
Soon after i was putting aside ur hair strands... :-)
Heart was So Blank & Even Mind was Perplexed
I was in LOVE with A gal so Precious...In My Context.

My Dreamland existed in real...Until she woke up,
She Looked around & found herself Inbetween Stuck.
I was shattered inside...She Said please be fine,
Her words killin me......i feel like dyin..
This tym i ws bleeding BLUE..."She Can't be Mine" :,(
I wanted to hold you in my arms...Hold you forever...
Precious Gal says its gonna happen "Never Ever"...

We tried to be apart...although squezzing our hearts,
staying unclose was not an option...we were attached like body parts
I loved Once.......Enough for this life....
Now all doors are locked hard...inside is heart pierced with knife.
Awesome can do anything...nothing is impossible for him,
but he lost the battle of heart...as HER's mind wins..
its hard to live widout you....Dont know how its gonna be..
The gal so precious is leaving....n again its ALONE ME....