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Poethyca Nov 2020
๐™ช๐™ข๐™ช๐™ช๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–.
paglipas ng takipsilim ang akin isipan ay patuloy na binabalot ng kadiliman. ilang oras nang naninimdim sa gabing lumalalim. kasabay ng pag buhos ng ulan ang pag agos ng mga luha na dulot ng kalungkutan, umaasa't naghihintay pa rin sa iyong muling pagdating. naiinip at  kung minsan pa'y napapailing, kailan kaya muling makakapiling? ilang nakaraan na ang lumipas subalit ang puso'y patuloy pa ring kumakaripas. naiwan sa 'king isipan ang mga bakas **** pilit kong tinatakasan. mga alaalang bumabalik sa mga yakap at halik mo'y patuloy akong nananabik.

๐™ช๐™ข๐™ช๐™ช๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–.
kasingtulad mo ang isang paparating na ulan; darating, magpaparamdam at pagkatapos ay mawawala lang din pala. hindi ko maiwasang hindi maging malungkot sa sakit na iyong idinulot.  ang paglakas ng ulan ay siya ring pagkirot ng sugat na iyong iniwan. nakagapos pa rin ako sa iyong mga pangakong napako, gabi-gabi pa ring nararamdaman na para bang nakapaloob sa sako.

๐™ช๐™ข๐™ช๐™ช๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–.
maalala ko na naman ang sugat na aking napala. luha ko'y patuloy na sumasabay sa pag agos ng ulan subalit lungkot ko'y hindi pa matangay. nararamdaman ko ang lamig ngunit mas nararamdaman ko ang muling pagyanig. mahal pa rin kita, sinta. ngunit gusto kong ika'y kalimutan na. subalit paano? sa tuwing umuulan ay ikaw ang aking naaalala. paano ba matatapos ang paghirap na nadarama? kapag kaya sa wakas, ang ulan ay tumila na? matagal na rin pala. siguro'y panahon na upang sarili ko naman ang aking unahin at palayain. para sa ikalalaya ng aking pusong iniwan, para sa ikagagaling ng pusong lubos na nasaktan.

sisimulan ko naโ€” sisimulan ko nang makalimot.

pero teka lang munaโ€”

๐™ช๐™ข๐™ช๐™ช๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–.
'wag naman sana pero ayan na, papatak na naman pala.

huwag naman sana dahilโ€”
dahilโ€”
๐™ข๐™–๐™–๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ก๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™–..
Poethyca Nov 2020
๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ข๐™ž๐™™๐™™๐™ก๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™™๐™–๐™ง๐™  ๐™™๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ง๐™ฎ ๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ, i sigh and remembered our fondness flight. you were my sun who brought light into my cold and lifeless night. and i was your moon seeing that no matter what i do my life will always revolve around you.

you were my light who tauten up the day and make the bad go away. you showed me your gleam in my gloomy hour and soothed my soul. you shone too bright consequently my skin reddened and blistered. the pain came out on what was just proposed to be good. in spite of that, the wounds eventually healed and you continued to light my way in this world.

as the time passed by you continued painting the starry night sky into a bright blue sky. you died every night just to let me breathe and live the night. i know it makes no sense but the two of us were lost in the past. reminiscing our wounds,ย ย the agony grew bigger and deeper. as we revolved around our range, we were alone in our voyage.

you were my sun that showered the hills with orange, yellow light and waking everything up and i was your moon who couldn't never reached your light for it was fiery illuminated. your light had gotten dimmer in my eyes up until the raging fire that i had once felt for youโ€” shrunk and diminished.

๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ข๐™ž๐™™๐™™๐™ก๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™™๐™–๐™ง๐™  ๐™™๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ง๐™ฎ ๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ, i looked back on our enchantment. it was a fate when we met but our time were hard to catch and our days never match. as i was the moon dancing with the stars glowingly and luminously, our lips met softly. just like an eclipse, our love created darkness. while hours felt like minutes, it was enough. whilst it was just a short period of time, it was all worthwhile. you were my sun and i was your moon and we were never supposed to collide, but now we coexist as one. and when the time was gone, we drifted apart. tell me, ๐™๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™–๐™ข ๐™ž ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง๐™œ๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก๐™ช๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™จ ๐™ข๐™š?
sun and moon.
Poethyca Nov 2020
in the blue mystic moon, i ached by the hauntings of you. gazing at the night sky, i embraced the silence of the night and curl into its weary gloom. the shadow of yesterday veils my weary eyes. something drowsy begins to seep from the corners of my muddled mind. i still hear your voice at night, sometimes i wish you did not quit. even the moon misses your sight, i wish i knew why we never said our farewell.

bringing that memories again, i lie here with my eyes closed softly as i think deeply of you while inhaling the scent of the twinkling light. i want to write this feeling as it must be like writing words on the tiny paper so delicate and precious wishing them not to disappear like the bubbles in the air. recalling that lovely moonlit night, we were together on that precious sight. you filled my sky with the stars as you brought out the best in me. you bloomed in me in my darkest night like a moonlight that shines in my soul that no one can see. i am the night sky and you are the light that pack into my soul. it was pretty near perfection as we share the light of the moon. the way the moon dances me from a crescent beam in the sky to a luminescent pearl this is how we share our love.

just like the moon and the sun, we were not meant to collide. our love burned so brightly and passionately that it attracted other celestial objects, resembling the planets to join and admire our ethereal affection. as we revolved in our universe, i chased you like the moon every single day to beg for your sunlight and light up my world. we're just like the moon and the sun, always catching the glimpses of one another, waiting to dash against together. i have been a moon for too long now, dimmed and cold, starving for your warmth. through the endless chilly night, i stayed in our orbit and waited for you. i have faith that the universe destined us to be together. that one day, i will have my full radiance again and you will return. but if the times comes that darkness filled my way, meet me in our rendezvous and see me waiting for you.

๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ก๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™ช๐™ฅ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š?
๐™ž๐™› ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ, ๐™—๐™š ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™–๐™™.
sol & luna
Poethyca Oct 2020
behold that lass with a perfect silky hair
her eyes were like fireflies filled with misty realms
with her eyes speak what lips could not express
her endless grief have been buried in those luminous eyes
they hide a heavy heart deeper than any ocean
so vast as the sky or a calm sea
no one could ever know what lies beneath

when she met someone new
her eyes revealed words she did not knew
their eyes met and it was like magic in the making
their eyes shoot the breeze
and could not help it but to be in a daze
their eyes met but their soul will never be one

her mind trembles when she realized their eyes met only to find the truth
the fact that their heart belongs to someone else
eyes never lie they say
perhaps, their eyes will sail in another time and place
where they will glide to the stars on wishes and wings of golden memories
they will move the night as the dreamers
whose patch are filled with poems written by their souls
but at the end of their endeavor they had their adieu

until then, they had a little time to spend together
they have no way with words
they simply take words
their eyes do the work to express their heart
their chest bleeds but that is for the better
this is their good bye, right before they depart:

"๐™–๐™ช ๐™ง๐™š๐™ซ๐™ค๐™ž๐™ง ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™ž
๐™–๐™ช ๐™ง๐™š๐™ซ๐™ค๐™ž๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™˜๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š."
Poethyca May 2020
๐™—๐™–๐™œ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ช๐™ก๐™– ๐™จ๐™– ๐™—๐™–๐™œ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ ๐™–๐™—๐™–๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™–. liliparin muli ang langit na dati'y pinuno mo ng mga unang beses at mga unang bagay na bumuo sa aking pagkatao. liliparing muli ang mga blankong espasyo't lalagyan ng bagong panimula.

hindi ko malaman kung paano muling magsisimula.  sapagkat ako'y nanghihinayang sa alaala nating sa isang saglit ay iyong iniwan. nahihirapan itugma ang bawat salitang lumilitaw sa aking isipan. ang bawat tunog sa saknong ng bawat taludtod ay nabibigatang ilapat sa  damdaming nag aalinlangan.

muling bubuksan ang librong naglalaman ng ating kwento. susubuking burahin ang mga kwentong alanganin na mas mabuti pa lamang kung ito'y gugusutin. muling babasahin ang sira-sirang pahina na may tagpi-tagping parirala at kulang kulang na mga salita.

hindi ko mawari kung ano ang dahilan sapagkat ang ating kwento'y nagtapos sa kawalan. tila bang maikukumpara mo ito sa mga pahinang nagupit gupit dahil sa kasuklaman ng pag ibig. ako'y humiling sa mga bituin na sanaโ€”  sana'y may panibagong kwentong kinabukasan muling bubuuin.

๐™—๐™–๐™œ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ช๐™ก๐™– ๐™จ๐™– ๐™—๐™–๐™œ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ ๐™–๐™—๐™–๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™–. muling magbubukas ng bagong libro na saya ang kailangan at hindi sakit ang nilalaman. iisa-isahin ang bawat paksang nilalaman upang ito'y lubos na maintindihan ang bawat pag-aalinlangan sa bagong yugtong paruruonan na tila hindi alam ang patutunguhan ng wakas na iyong sinimulan.

sa bagong yugto ng aking buhay,  ngayo'y handa nang magsimula sa sariling paraan. hindi man pinalad sa nakaraan, sisiguraduhin ko na sa paglipas ng panahon at pagtapos ng bawat kabanatang may kaukulang paksa, iiyak na ako. iiyak na ako sa taong alam kong mahal ako at sa pag iyak na iyon ay sabay kaming nangangakoโ€” ikaw, ๐™ž๐™ ๐™–๐™ฌ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™–๐™ข๐™–๐™๐™–๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™™๐™ช๐™ข๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™™๐™ช๐™ก๐™ค ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™—๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ช๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ.
panimula
Poethyca Nov 2019
halina't alalahanin ang nakaraan
sabayan n'yo ako sa aking paglalakbay
balikan natin ang mga mapait na katotohanan
mga pangakong hindi naging matagumpay
kasabay ng mga bagay na hindi kayang panindigan
hindi matanggal mga lamat sa aking kamay
kaya naman heto ako at bumabalik kahit na ang puso ko'y muntikan mo nang mapatay

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