I haven't seen you in so long
but the thought of you
with anyone else
still burns the inside of my chest
and I can't figure out
why I still care about you this much
I shouldn't be missing you still
It's been so long
I shouldn't resent you
for being happy with someone
But I do
Because the only person
I want you to be happy with
is me
Oh god I wish I could just let you go
But whenever the thought of you and me together pops into my head
I get a smile across my face
and butterflies dance around my stomach
and my heart races
and all I know
is that
you're the only person
that can make me feel that way
I know we can't be together
but *I don't want you to be with anyone else either.