What if?
What if I cut my long blond hair off
And died the rest of it black?
What if I pulled my eyeliner
Around my eyes and etched it into
My eyelids?
What if I wore all black?
With bright, blood red lipstick.
And drew big red angry lines
That looked like cracks
Across my skin with a razor blade?
Then, maybe then,
The crazy on my outside
Would reflect the crazy
In my head