Help me to not ever be afraid of myself. 
To not feel lonely when I am alone. Be with me in all your wisdom and keep me afloat. Help me to live in the moment but not impulsively. Help me to see and hold love in not just people but in actions and objects that surround like. Help me to notice the breeze on my face every time it blows past. To never take my loved ones or possessions for granted. To embody a love and passion for everything i do. Help me to know when to walk away and when to keep chasing. To always remember to write when I can’t scream. When I can’t run. I can run my emotions right out of my head and onto the paper. Help me to have faith in your plan for me to look to you and not to another human who is just as lost as I am. Lost in a sense that the discoveries never end until we pass in from this world. Help me to find reason in my confusion. To accept this world I love in and make it blend to what I’m doing, living in it, now. I pray that from here in out I work the way I wanna live. I truly, deeply pray that no one suffers tonight. That they lead their lives in peace.</p>