All my life I've chased happiness through herbs and manufactured substances.
Occasionally the touch of a womanly body would spark life in my heart.
And six months ago to the day I asked you to be mine and you gladly accepted.
I got clean (I used by choice and not habit, I can honestly say) and I loved with all my heart but not all my mind.
I am not a body, I have one. I do not have a soul, I am one.
And I'm thankful I continue to collide with you, no matter how seemingly hard I try to ***** it up. I swear, I've only ever tried to bring you happiness and you have no reason to believe me but I'm happy down to the very core of my being that you do. That you're trying to. And that you return my love tenfold.