Constricted in the tiny ***. this plant has lost it’s will to grow The lightness fades inside the room the curtain shades the greenish brown I forgot that i was more, than this room. this house, this place
I forgot how to transplant. I forgot how to grow
Don’t let me wither. Don’t abandon me in the cold.
How can i survive this potted life, this winter,
It was easy to love me when the spring was here, and i was bright and full of wonder. I could fill a room with bright vernal sweetness. And then i began to blend into the wallpaper. a perfect little wallflower. Tendrils constrict, and branches droop. flowers swept away, and bark begotten by dust and moth
Who will inherit me? Or perhaps just an empty ***.
your container, your arc, your tiny vessel, your cage and prison, is all a mind palace, where doors lead nowhere and i cannot become better. How will i be good enough when lost in a maze of loathing and indolence.