Words traced and outlined, rewritten and replaced fine tuned, created, and made words that generously looped and curved around days I could not go straight through for fear I've lost the comfort of the old at the expense of the new only resemblance is the mold that once outlined the old.
I kept tracing and outlining Words to heavy to pick up and carry to you. So I keep these burdens to myself, in a box, on a shelf or under my bed. and a simple tap allows them to swim in my head so fast I can't put them back and I find that it's strength against you that I lack.
I've constructed this atmosphere so you can't begin to come near yet I find you in my northern hemisphere and I wonder how I appear
I've build my dome from glass so I can observe and Intervene but my persuasion never lasts
I know when dark days prevent me from seeing past my windows of glass and they bend and they ***** down the center pane and I feel that strength I lack
I don't expect you'll send her words of encouragement or pressure just to mend her just to make her lesser
and I don't know why you slip in the water I saw you pour all the while convincing me that you never saw it on the floor
I don't want to understand the way your words twist like DNA into their double helix form and in there I find unannounced strength to warm those words that fit in my mouth like a diamond on a setting capable of mesmerizing and capable of slicing
I made this universe so I could find you at your best but as I lay these swimming words to rest I know how you must first remove my armor and break me down before you can use the scripted words I've outlined and traced covered with warmth, but from mace to dress the wounds that were not undone and convince me that my scars are not of strength much like the rest of what I've become